Y/n pov
Lately I didn't tell him about our baby I kept seeing the doc and more I got sick from the morning sickness he still don't notice I'm pregnant that I'm happy about he doesn't know I quickly got up and did my morning routine I walk out the bathroom I opened my closet to grab a beautiful dress for my mother funeral I put it on
I remember this the dress she made for me I smile Then I felt arms around me "you are awake early" negan said.
"yeah are you forgetting about my mother funeral," I said.
taking his arm away from me he chuckles "course I didn't forget let's go" Negan said.
I nodded we walk out the room and start heading outside to see there waiting for us they all kneel and negan tell them to get up he walk to see my mom coffin I felt the tears fall again to see my mom in the coffin. "okay we're here to say our goodbye to our" negan said looking at me and I walk to him where mother is " I lost a mother who going to miss everything I know we didn't get along well but she always be there for me always protect me like my father did I will miss them" I said putting her favourite flower inside her coffin.
"I'm going to miss you mom," I said walking back to the other wives are amber hugged me I hugged back to see them taking the coffin away I see negan talking to Xavier.
Xavier nodded and left Negan looks at us walk to us "sorry ladies I am going to see someone okay" Negan said.
we nodded.
"and I'm really sorry for your loss y/n I'm really am, " Negan said walking away from us.
"are you going to see the doc?" Frankie asked.
"yeah checking on him or her, " I said walking back inside start headed to the doc office I knock on the door. "Come in," Carson said I walk in to see the room got a lot of stuff.
"I see they bring your thing here," I said.
"yeah I asked them to bring it you're ready y/n," Carson said.
" I was born ready," I said making him laugh I lay down.
"This going to be cold okay," Carson said I nodded he put gel on my stomach and start checking on my baby
I smile to see my baby on the ultrasound I start to cry again he gave me a tissue I wiped my tears away "I hate crying" I said. "it is your Hormonal y/n it's changed" Carson said.
"I know," I said.
"wait this is wasn't your first time," Carson asked.
"no," I said giving me a towel to wipe the gel off my stomach.
"So you're 3 months pregnant y/n," Carson said.
"Thanks, doc," I said putting my dress down I got up "and here ultrasound picture," Carson said.
I smile and thanks him and "also this will help you and the baby like it work with Maggie," Carson said.
"how is she," I asked.
"she is good she misses you," Carson said.
"same here doc," I said walking to the door but he stops me I turn around and look at him "did you tell him yet," Carson asked
"no but I have to leave this place," I said walking out the door closing it behind me I start headed to the lounge room to see them there waiting for me I smile "how was ultrasound?" Amber asked.
"it's good she or he is fine and there's a Problem," I said.
"what kind of problem?" amber ask.
I think I have to leave so he can find me not Alexandria or not the hilltop there is a place I know but I can't tell you guys where" I said.
" y/n he will do it again to punishment you and you want that," Amber said.
"Maybe you're right," I said.
I about to say something but I got cut off by Negan barge in with the doc he threw him in the ground walking to the bar and poured himself a glass as he drinks it he looks right at me he began to walk his way to me. "ladies can you leave so I can talk to y/n alone " Negan said.
they didn't say anything and left I could hear my heart begin to race. Shit, I knew this mean he knows my pregnancy.
"Doc himself told me something I want to hear it myself so there anything you want to tell me y/n," he said.
"You ready know I'm pregnant," I said.
"I'm not asking you that I'm asking you How long have you known y/n," he said.
"I found out I saw the doc himself telling me I'm pregnant," I said notice Negan was silent it's scared the shit out of me.
" So you didn't bother telling your husband you're pregnant so you can keep it a secret and try to leave me with my unborn child" he shouted at me.
"I'm sorry I lost everything my parents my sibling and our first unborn child because of you" I yelled in his face and Kept pushing him and hitting him "I hate you I hate you" I yelled at him he had enough of me hitting him he grab me and hold me "get off me negan I'm not in the mood get off of me negan" I shout at him and tried to push him he won't barge.
"enough y/n you're not the only one lost a child was mine too," Negan said.
I stop and look at him he looks at the doctor. "you can go doc you ever keep a Secret from me again you going to regret it" Negan said.
"yes, sir," Carson said quickly left the room I look right at him "you can't try to escape but I always find my wife so you better understand that, " Negan said.
"I understood negan, "I said.
"so are you going to show me our child ultrasound," Negan asked I took it out to show him he pointed in the middle "there he or she is," Negan said
I smile "I promise to protect you and our baby," Negan said.
"I know you will negan," I said hearing a knock "come in," I said to see the wives standing there "can we see it too," Amber said.
I giggle "okay," I said they walk toward us looking at the picture
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You can't escape negan x reader 18+
FanfictionMy name y/n I'm negan first wife I'm going tell you how I met him me and my family and my boyfriend Xavier we were walk in the woods there we saw him with his guys around us he was going to Kill them but he asked me i wanted to become his wife so I...