my mess

-15-

The interview went well
The boys got the attention they deserved and the trip back to Seoul was long but we managed to get there safely. I was asleep all the way back. Jin drived us home.
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I woke up hours later tucked in bed, i was hungry. As if the stress was taking away all of a sudden, I felt relieved and hungry, yes too hungry that the first thing I made out of bed was going straight to the kitchen.

It was 7 pm and all the boys were having dinner. When I entred all the eyes were on me.
-y/n??? Did you sleep alright??teahyung said
-yeah thanks.
-are you hungry??jin asked.
-yeah very.
-there is a plate saved for you on the counter just grab it and sit with us.
-oh thank you.

I grabbed the plate and sat down next to jimin.
Taehyung looked at me smiling
-do you want to know who ordered that plate for you??
-it must be jin oppa.
He then looked at suga and smirked.
-am I right??
-no actually i didn't. Jin said. Yoongi did.
-thank you. I answered while smiling to him like an idiot then dug up in my plate.
-I'll pay you back I said while shewing.
Everyone laughed and we continued to eat.

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7 am my alarm went off, oh I need to go to work, I need to meet my boss.
Today was the day where he would tell me if I did good or not.

I arrived at 8, I ran to his office.
-good morning sir.
-good morning y/n, please sit down.

-the sales went up but (clearing throat), it's not enough for the company so we decided to give you a two month trial starting tomorrow to get the sales needed, or else the company won't pay your rent anymore.

-what about the boys?
-they will move back to where they came from. Everyone living as they use to be.
-will they keep working??
-yes, the company did invest in them and we can't offord to lose that much of investment.
-and if we don't get to targeted sales??
-well we might have to let you go with no recommendations.
I stayed silent for some time.
-is there any other question y/n??
-no sir.
-then you can leave.

I bowed and left
Tears streaming down I drove home and went up to my room.
They boys were having breakfast in the living room as I passed them by.

I slammed the door shut and crushed on the bed in tears.
Minutes later I heard a slight knock on my door
-y/n may I come in? Jimin asked.
-could I have some time alone please.

-Suga pov-
Jimin got back to living room and told us what happened.
Everyone looked at me I just sight and nodded.

(In yoongi's mind :"I hate that I confessed to the boys, I told them I like y/n and I want her.
And now Everything that comes down to her the boys just tell me to take action. I hate this I don't want to force myself.")

I budged into her room without asking for permission. She didn't even look up. She was cuddling a pillow and crying her heart out. I approached her and sat on the edge of the bed. I want to hold her but I don't think she'll let me so I just patted her back and talked softly
-calm down y/n, please stop crying. I said while patting her back.
Tell me what happen??
She looked at me with those red puffy eyes full with tears then hugged me all of a sudden.
I froze, I didn't dare to make a move I just let her be.
-can you please hug me?? She asked in a low voice.
I nodded and hugged her, she smells good and I feel at peace while hugging her, this doesn't feel weird, I kind of like it.
She cried harder till no sound was heard. Oh she cried herslef to sleep.

That makes my heart ache, seeing her so vulnerable and fragile.

I tucked her in bed then closed the door and left to my room.

I got my phone and called pd-nim, I want to know what happened.

Moments later I hung up, I was schoked to know what went down this morning.

I got the boys together and told them everything, we need to help her as much as she helped us.
She doesn't deserve this and I don't want to lose her.