Y/n is now living in a dorm, the whole group is going to debute in two days.
She kept talking to mark, and keeping in touch with bts members.
Yoongi still didn't forgive her, but he still likes her a lot. He never moved on
He never got into a relationship, and focused all his energy on producing songs. Their recent songs talked about love, and forgiveness, self love, and living.
All these years but both of them still stuck in the past, wishing it would be any different.
Wishing that they could change the past or the future.
She on her own kept going to that park where all she wished for could've happened.
He also went there every night after schedule. He just sat on the bench and admired the night sky.
Even though it was raining or cold, both of them kept going there.
Y/n kept watching from far away, attending some of bts's concerts,and cheering for them.
Even when he got injured, she cried her self to sleep she wished she could be there with him hold him tight, kiss him and talk to him. But instead she was in her dorm with her roommates.
He on the other hand, called Mark and asked him about her news. He insisted on not telling her.
He knew that her debut was close, so he made sure to clean his schedule and be there for her.
That day has come, back stage the stars were anxious, they were so stressed and sweaty. All ready for the show with cute outfits and amazing makeup. When it was time, they want on stage, bowed to the crowds and got in formation.
As soon as the music started, the girls were moving in synchronised movement. And the crowds went crazy.
After the concert the girls were so happy, they made their debut with no mistakes and acted like professionals.
Yoongi took photos of her while she's performing. He even got her manager to take her pictures behind the stage.
While y/n went in to change her clothes she found the prettiest bouquet that she ever saw in her life.
With a little card, when she opened it to see the name of the signer she found nothing but a small note saying "am still waiting for you. I can't move on."
With that tears fellso hard like rain. She couldn't breath, she longed for that person her rock her love but she was afraid of what will happen to him, his band mates, herself, her group... she couldn't risk it all.
But she knew that
Deep
Down
..she
Loved him.
Maybe she'll gather up her courage someday. And hopefully he'll wait.
사랑해요 she said in a soft whisper
YOU ARE READING
my mess
Fanfictionit's a description of the life of a girl, what she's going through in her the middle of her twenties. How she used to live with her parents in her country how she got a job in the music industry and traveled half way around the world for her dream...
