Osomatsu-san x Reader

Jyushimatsu x Reader

I'll be honest here. Before I went to bed last night. I thought of the plot of the story.

Ahh.. Well get ready for the feels I guess. Or not Idk. You're choice. I don't own the picture obvious is obvious.
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You were sitting on your bed thinking what happened earlier that day. "I thought he loved me.." you thought.

Flashback

You noticed Jyushimatsu ignoring you lately. Whenever you try to talk to him or ask what's wrong. He always says it's nothing or goes out to play baseball. Even when it's raining.

"I'm sure it's nothing (Y/n). Maybe he's just planning something for you." Choromatsu said, trying to comfort you. You wanted to believe him. You really did. But something in your mind is telling you other wise.

Few days later...

"(Y/n) meet me at the park around 6." Jyushimatsu said. You were surprised because he didn't talk to you that often during these past week. "O..Okay.." you replied. You knew something was wrong. He didn't have that big smile he always had. It was more like a sad smile.

So here you are. Waiting for Jyushimatsu at the park like he said. You were nervous. Really nervous. You didn't know what he was going to say or do. You were so lost in thought that you didn't see Jyushimatsu walking to you. His voice snapped you out of thought. "Thanks for coming here (Y/n).." he said. You just nodded. You noticed that Jyushimatsu looks nervious about something. He gave out a big sigh and said. "I'm sorry, but... I don't love you anymore (Y/n).." That broke your heart. Before you can reply. Jyushimatsu ran off.

End of flashback

You started to cry again. You never left your apartment after that. All you would do is cry. The Matsuno brothers (except for Jyushimatsu) would always knock on your door asking if you're okay. But you never answered them.

You looked at the letter in your hands. Thinking if you should actually do it or not. Yes, in other people's eyes they'll see you as a weak person who can't handle a simple break up. But it wasn't. You loved him with all your heart. You knew if you saw the brothers, you'll see Jyushimatsu's face. "I wish this is all a dream." you thought. But it wasn't. This is reality. A reality that is too much to handle.

You let out a deep sigh. And looked over to the bottle of pills that were on your desk. You figured that would be the painless route. You set the letter down on your bed and got the pills. Swallowing as much as you can. And like that. All you saw was darkness.

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The sextuplets knew something was wrong. Even Jyushimatsu knew there was something wrong. They all ran out of their house and to your apartment. They knocked on your door rapidly. They all called out your name. No answer. Osomatsu had enough and kicked open your door. All of them walked in. Everything was too quite.

Jyushimatsu ran to your room. Once he opened your bedroom door. His heart broke into a million pieces. There you were lifeless on the floor. He ran over to you, carefully putting you into his lap. Hugging you with tears running down his face. The others came in shortly after. They all saw you. And surrounded Jyushimatsu.

"T-Totty! Call the ambulance!! Hurry!!!" Osomatsu yelled crying along with the others. Todomatsu quickly pulled out his phone and dialed an ambulance. "T-this is all my fault..." Jyushimatsu said, he had your cold hand on his cheek. His smile was gone. Just like you. "It's not your fault Jyushimatsu. W..We didn't know that this would happen..." Karamatsu shakingly said. Jyushimatsu cried harder. "It is my fault! If only I haven't said that I didn't love her anymore, she'll still be here!!" he yelled. Itchimatsu, Choromatsu, and Todomatsu stood there not knowing what to do. All they could do is cry. They all lost someone who was very special to them.

The ambulance came not too long after. Jyushimatsu refused to let go of you. Hoping you would wake up. Hoping to tell you that he realized how much he needed you and loved you. But it was too late. You were gone.

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After they carried your body away. Itchimatsu noticed the letter that was on your bed. He oppened it and started to cry again. The others noticed and read the letter at the same time.

I'm sorry to leave you guys like this. I really am. But there was so much pain I couldn't handle. Please don't be mad at me. That's the last thing I wanted to make you guys feel. You guys are the best thing that happened in my life. I never regretted meeting all of you. While I'm gone. Please don't blame yourselves for what I did. I made this choice. And if Jyushimatsu is reading this. I love you Jyushimatsu. I know you don't love me anymore. But I will still love you even when I'm gone.

-(Y/n)

That was it. Jyushimatsu broke down. He regretted saying he didn't love you. He knew somewhere in his heart that he could have prevented this. His brothers tried to comfort him. They lost you. He lost you. He'll never get to see your beautiful smile. Your beautiful eyes. Never would get to see you again.

Jyushimatsu went to go visit your grave. He smiled sadly and set down sunflowers on top of the flowers that were there from his brothers before he had the courage to visit you.

"Hello (Y/n)... I'm sorry it took me so long to visit you." he started to tear up. "I wish you were still here. I never realized how much I loved you after I saw you... I wish I never had said I stopped loving you. I wish I could see your smile again.." he started crying. His brothers told him it wasn't his fault. But he knew it was.

"I love you too (Y/n)."

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Aaaaaa... Done. It broke my heart thinking how sad Jyushimatsu would be

Hope you guys like it... It was probably cringe but I did it

See ya in the next story