Don't Leave Me (Matt Espinosa)

Chapter 10-Helping Nash Become a Non-Alcoholic(Part 1)

Matt's P.O.V

All the guys, Nash, and I were in the waiting room in the hospital. Nash and I were pacing back and forth, when a doctor came running over to Nash and I out of breath. "Mr. Grier, Skylar has lost too much blood. What blood type is she?"

"O Negative. I'm not her blood type."

"I am!"

"Would you be willing to give a pint of blood to save Skylar?" The doctor asked and I nodded.

~~~~~~~hourslater~~~~~~~~~~

I was sitting on the chair in the waiting room, waiting for news about Skylar. The nurse walked out to us. "I'm sorry, but sir you and your friends need to leave." I nodded and woke up the guys.

We went back to the Griers and I slept in Sky's room. Looking around I noticed she had pictures of me and her all around her room. There was a certain picture that caught my eye. It was a picture of me and her. I was holding her by her waist and we were just staring into each other's eyes.

At the bottom of the picture it said Mr. & Mrs. Espinosa. I took out my phone and took a picture of the actual picture and put it as my back ground picture on my phone.

I took out her computer and looked at her notifications. Almost all of them were from Twitter, Instagram, Kik, Snapchat, Mobli, and every other social media cites. It was all hate. I looked through all of it and most of them said

"Go kill your self"

"You don't deserve Matt"

"Ugly"

"Fat"

"Worthless piece of shit, you are fat as hell and ugly. NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU"

I kept going through them and one stood out from them all. It was like a mini paragraph and it was so sweet.

"Skylar please don't hurt yourself. You are so beautiful. Your my role model. My sister looks up to you. We would love to meet you. Please don't hurt yourself. You helped my sister live. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have my sister. You and Matt are the most important people in her life. Please don't do anything that'll make my sister not wanna live she's all I have."

I never thought that I would be someone's reason to live. Now that I think of it, Skylar is the strongest person I know.

She gets all this hate, gets bullied, doesn't have any real friends, but still smiles and laughs no matter what. She used to fake smile during her YouTube videos and vines, but since I started dating her, she hasn't been faking her smiles. There's something about her that is indescribable. She makes my whole world light up when she's around. She is my whole world. She may not know it, but she's my everything.

I was snapped out of thought by Nash knocking on the door.

"Matt?"

"Nash. What if everything isn't okay? What if Sky isn't okay? What if-"

"Matt calm down!"

"How could you be so calm?! How do you expect me to relax?! Sky is like my whole world! No she IS my whole world! It's YOUR fault she's in there!" I yelled. I felt tears well up in my eyes. I broke down crying. "Nash.... What-what if I-I lose her." I choked out.

He came over to me and rubbed my back as I cried into his shoulder. "Matt don't worry. Skylar won't leave you. She loves you too much to leave you like this." He was right. Skylar wouldn't leave me like this. I hope. But Skylar is a fighter. She won't go with out fighting.

"Matt, the hospital just called..." Nash said quietly. It was almost inaudible.

"W-what did they say?" I stuttered too scared to speak properly.

"Umm..... She is in a......a..... coma......" He said and I just felt weak at my knees. Maybe you heard him wrong. No fucktart. He said that she is in a fucking coma. Maybe she will wake up soon. She could just be in a temporary coma. Do you even know what you are saying right now?

"Just shut up!" I yelled out loud. The voices in my head are driving me crazy.

"Matt are you ok?" I shook my head no. He put his hand on my shoulder. "Matt don't worry. Sky will be fine. This isn't the first time something like this has happened."

"What?! When?! How?!" Hayes came running in to the room.

"What is going on?"

"Matt it was when I used to get drunk all the time. She cut deeper than she did this time."

"I knew it was your fault! The only girl I've ever loved is in the hospital in a fucking coma and it's all because of you! Why couldn't you just not drink?! Why do you need a fucking bottle every god damn second?!" He didn't say anything. After I realized what I had just said I felt terrible. "Nash I-"

"You're right. It is my fault. I am such a horrible twin brother. I put my fucking sister in the hospital." He turned to Hayes. "Hayes I am so sorry I'm the worst brother ever."

"Nash don't say that. It's not your fault your an alcoholic." He said and hugged Nash. I walked to my bag, I had on the bed, grabbed it and went to my car. I drove to the hospital.

Once I got there I got out of my car, went to the front desk and got Skylar's room number. I went up and saw her on the hospital bed looking lifeless. I walked to her bed and sat down on the chair next to her bed. I held her hand and went to sleep.

~~~~~~~ Monthslater~~~~~~~~~

Blood. All I saw was blood and a body. The body became clear. Skylar. She was laying there bloody. I ran to her to get her awake, but she wouldn't move. She's dead.

A/N: Sorry little bit of a cliffhanger.