It's been 2 days, 2 days since I've even left my room. The lads had tried to talk to me but I just pushed them away. My stomach growled, but I ignored it; I'm not needed anyway. Deciding to get my mind off things I logged onto twitter, worse idea ever!
'@Luke5SOS you're an ugly, fat, fag. Go cut ! #startcuttingLukeyouretrash'
'@Luke5SOS why're you lead singer? You can't sing for shit! #startcuttingLukeyouretrash'
I cried, for hours... 'Maybe I should cut, no one cares about me anyway.' I mumbled.
I stared in awe as the red blood came seeping through my skin, I felt a sense of courage.
I made six slashes before hiding the razor behind the toilet & grabbed a red towel.
--2 days later--
"Luke, please let us in. Ashton didn't mean it, he's been upset for 4 days now." I groaned,
"Well, it sucks to suck now doesn't it." I heard a few heavy sighs.
"Luke, mate; please." I heard Niall beg from outside of the door, oh great they just had to invite the 1D lads over.
"Go away." I sighed, I looked awful; I had tear tracks on my face from the past events, my wrists were sore from not properly treating them, my eyes were poofy & irritated, & I looked like trash.
"Please, Luke." I heard Ashton crying from outside the door. I sighed & opened the door, feeling guilty as all of the boys faces fell.
"Take a picture, it'll last longer." I growled at them and trudged downstairs. I needed space, I knew I was going to start crying; I don't need to make them feel anymore guilt.
I went to the sitting room, sat on the floor facing the corner, & start crying my eyes out.
"Luke, it's okay. Let it all out." Niall was hugging me.
"I-I" I couldn't even finish, I just cried harder.
"Shh, baby it's alright. Don't say anything." I buried my head into his shoulder.
I nodded in response & let sleep overtake me.
I awoke in a strange room, I was in Niall's room.
"U-Um?" I stuttered.
"Hope ya don't mind, but the lads thought it'd be best if you stayed here for a few days; just to calm down a bit." He rambled on.
"Okay." I replied.
"Luke, you okay there?" Niall asked pointing towards my wrist.
"Yeah, the cat scratched me. No big deal." I lied right to his face.
"Mmm, Luke that looks like razor burn. I used to self harm, I know what it looks like."
A/N Cliffhanger, will Niall tell Luke
his story, or tell the 5SOS lads? I'll update whenever I feel the need too. Vote please ! :)
