It's been a few weeks since Infinity & I started dating. She's a lovely lady, even the lads think so.
I even made a new friend; his name is Ethan, & he's 16 years old.
He's been persuading me too self harm again, and let me tell you... It's been great! It's a great stress reliever.
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"Luke!" Ethan shouted at me, "wanna come over to mine for a bit?" I thought about it for a minute before nodding my head.
"Great, cya then." He smiled & walked off.
I didn't bother asking the lads because I'm 17 not 5, I can do as I please.
When we got too his flat, I discovered that he lived alone.
"U-Uh, where's your mum ?" I asked him searching around the sitting room for her.
"I don't know, she's a bitch anyway." He shrugged his shoulders.
"Wanna see who can cut the deepest?" He asked, a glimmer in his eye.
"U-Uh... Su-ure." I stuttered. What if we bled out? Eh, oh well.
Ethan & I raced too the bathroom popping the razors outta the pencil sharpeners & such.
"1,2,3 go!" We both started cutting hard, I was at 30 when I started getting dizzy.
"Luke, you okay?" Ethan's eyes popped outta his head.
It was only then that I realized he only did two cuts.
"Luke, I was kidding... Are you fucking stupid?" I laughed at him,
"Unicorns."
Then it all went black.
A/N sorry I haven't updated. I went to Croke park again! I got all of the boys autographs & they're all so sweet ! I took loads of selfies with them. (:
