It's been a long day, we were preparing for our concert in Melbourne. To be honest, I wasn't the least bit excited.
"Luke, almost ready?" Michael knocked on my door.
I groaned, "Sure."
"Okay, hurry up. Oh, & lose the attitude." I rolled my eyes.
I felt a migraine coming on, 'this is gonna be a great concert.' I mumbled at myself.
-On the way to the stadium-
It's been a long ass car ride, everyone was excited & awaiting the performance; everyone, but me.
Ashton, Michael, & Calum decided to be complete dicks the whole way there.
"Fucking stop, you bloody idiots." I shouted at them, recieving a slap to the back of my head from Ashton.
"Watch your language, Lucas. We're not tolerating your crap young man." Calum shouted at me.
"Shut the fuck up, Calum. You're not my mum, therefore leave me the hell alone." I growled under my breath.
"You're right, I'm not your mum. & if I was your ass would be grass right now, young man."
I mimicked him & stuck my tongue out at him, "blah, blah, blah."
"I can't bear to even speak to you anymore, Lucas. You're a complete dick." Calum growled at me.
"Good because I hate you, Calum. You're a shitty best friend, & you can't sing for shit." His expression was unbelievable. His face was beat red, his eyes rimmed with tears, & he turned away from me.
"Cal, I didn't mean it. I was just mad." I sighed.
"P-Please just leave me a-alone, Luke." His voice broke as sobs racked his body.
"I-I" Ashton cut me off, "just shut your mouth, Luke."
I groaned, great now Calum & Ashton hate me.
I was craving my razor at this moment, so instead I began digging my fingers into my skin on my wrist.
I stared in awe as the bloody flowed freely down my arm, until I realized 3 boys were staring at me concern etched onto their faces.
"Luke, w-why?" Michael looked broken, "I t-thought you stopped."
I ignored him & continued to dig into my wrist. That is until a strong pair of hands ripped my hands away & held them behind my back.
I started crying, mainly because I was in pain from Ashton holding my arms back like that & because I knew they were going to be upset.
"L-Let me go!" I struggled to escape his grip, "you all hate me anyways, leave me alone! Let me die, put me in a mental hospital. I don't fucking care anymore, I can't deal with this anymore." A cascade of hot tears landed on my trousers.
"L-Luke, we don't hate you !" Calum stated, clearly in shock. "We were just disappointed, from what you said to Cal." Michael pitched in.
"Just leave me alone, let me die in peace!" I started squirming around trying to get out of Ashton's death grip.
"Luke, never say that again!" Ashton started, tears brimming at his eyelids. "You have so much to live for, & we love you!"
I sighed in defeat knowing full-well that he wasn't going to let go of my wrists anytime soon.
"When are you going to let go of me?" I groaned in annoyance.
"I'm not. We're getting out of the vehicle & I'm escorting you inside. Then the 1D lads & I are going to have a chat with you." He sighed.
