The first time I saw you

Chapter 3

~P Pov~

Beam and Kit had been pestering me for days about my attraction to that boy. They went on their way and gather information for me. Through them, I found out that his name is Wayo and that he is a year younger than me. Those two friends of mine even follow him in secret and give me a daily report.

I am so new to this kind of feeling that I can't even explain it. All I know is that, I really want to get to know him, see him every day and spend some time with him. I like observing him and hearing things about him.

Kit and Beam have been pestering me to introduce myself and court him. But wait! I'm a man. How can a man court another man? This is making me feel frustrated. Why do I have to fall in love with him?

Today is the last day of my senior year. Since this morning, Beam has been giving hints about me confessing to Wayo because this might be my last chance. However, I keep getting discouraged.

What if he doesn't like men? What if he already has someone else? I am so afraid of getting rejected. In addition, there are other people in our room.

Beam asked if I am gay. I didn't want our other classmates to find out. Besides, I think I only have my eyes set on Wayo. So does that make me gay? To stop Beam from pestering me, I loudly replied that "I don't like men. There is no way that I'd fall in love to one."

Suddenly, I heard noise from behind us. However, the only thing that we saw was a note. When I opened it I felt my heart beat faster. The note read,

"To P'Pha: You are the best for me, Always and forever... From: Wayo"

Could it be possible? Is this note from my N'Wayo?

I tried running after that person. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to catch him. I tried asking around but no one saw him. It just dawn on me that this is the last day of school. I might not have the chance to confront him about this letter and confess my feeling. I missed my chance...

<Time Skip>

I am now on my second year as a Medicine student.

After that day, N'Wayo has never left my mind. I sometimes imagine that he follows me to this University and be my junior. I imagine that when I finally see him, I'll get the chance to introduce myself, be friendly and develop a good relationship with him.

Little did I know that faith has another plan for us...