Dark (Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction)

Chapter 23

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Cancer.

I blinked, my mind wasnt processing this suprising and dreadful news.

"... Cancer?"

the doctor nodded solemnly.

"ill leave you alone for a few minutes.."

the doctor began to walk out but my shaky voice stopped him in his tracks.

"h-how long doctor?"

he looked at me with a weary look.

"... its hard to say right now but from how far the cancer has spread..not too much longer... im sorry, Ms. Meyers."

i nodded and he left, softly closing the door behind him.

I didnt realize I was crying until I felt a wet tear land on my hand. I picked my hand up and stared and the single tear drop. I was going to die. was I ready for it? surely there was some way we could prevent it! I could go through Chemotherapy!

but wouldn't he have suggested that if it were possible? has it really spread too far?

My bottom lip trembled and I bit it to stop it from shaking. was this it? I didnt even get to go to college! I didnt get to get married! I didnt get to have children! I didnt get to feel what its like to fall in love and ill never be able to raise a family with my husband together..

I squeezed my eyes shut tightly and imagined my destined one falling in love with another, I would just be abother one. forgotten like I have been so many times before.

what was I going to tell Harry? I had just given Louis another chance... and now I... I wont be able to keep that promise.

I walked to the bathroom and stared at my reflection. how could I have not noticed? looking at myself now I saw that my skin had a yellow tint to it, my eyes had dark circles under them, my ribs were prominent, and I had no energy all the time. I had constant headaches and nose bleeds very often.

This could have been prevented... and it was all my fault.

my face was puffy from crying so I turned on the bathroom faucet and splashed my face with water just as Harry walked in. I was glad because the water made it harder to see that I had been crying for the past half an hour.

"so did you get the results?"

he asked, leaning against the frame of the door outside of the bathroom. I grabbed a white towel that was hanging on a rack next to the sink and wiped my face dry.

"u-um they.."

quick. I had to think. should I tell him the truth or say that everything is fine? how would he react? would he be mad? sad? would he even care at all? deciding against the truth, I smiled.

" they said its just a bad stomach flu going around, ill be fine"

he smiled,

"thats good, I was worried something was seriously wrong haha"

I nodded

"yeah... good thing it isnt.."

the ride home was silent, I watched trees fly past out of the window and leaned my head against the cool glass. When we arrived back at Harry's house, I got out without a word and fell asleep as soon as I hit the pillow of the guest room bed.

Louis' point of view

2 weeks later

sitting up out of bed, I blinked and frowned as a bad feeling crawled up in my chest. As childish as it seemed, i was pretty shaken up about a nightmare I had. Serenity was in it. She slipped from my grasp as cancer destroyed her, she didnt tell anyone about it until it was too late. I sighed a breath of relief at the thought that it was just a nightmare yet the bad feeling didnt go away, at times this bad feeling is what has saved my life and I usually trusted it but this was just a dream theres no way Serenity had cancer... right?

Harry's point of view

I woke Serenity up for breakfast but found that she wasnt there when I opened her door minutes later. where did she go? maybe she went out for a jog before I got up... I shook my head and smiled as I stared at a giant stack of waffles.

Serenity's point of view

I was panting heavily, usually runs dont affect me this much and I had only run a block or two when a while ago I could run multiple without a sweat.

dizziness flooded my vision and I staggered on the sidewalk, a lady passing by with a dog jogged over to me.

"darling are you okay? should I call for help?"

I waved my hand at her and smiled.

"no im fine, just getting into shape haha.."

she nodded and smiled while walking away.

my head started pounding and my breath hitched as a drop of blood fell onto the pavement. I reached up and felt my bleeding nose in alarm, I backed up slowly and quickly walked back to Harry's house.

Things were getting worse as I rounded the last corner of Harry's house and I bent over to the side, instantly my gagging reflex kicked in and I threw up with my eyes squeezed tightly, I fell down in horror when I opened my eyes to blood sprayed where I just puked.

the last thing I remember was falling backwards, then there was nothing.

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this chapter honestly made me really sad.. idk but enjoy I guess c: