:Lost: || l.h.

:Chapter 2:

:Chapter 2:

I ran down the street barefooted in likes sweats that keep sagging and his nirvana tee. Once I got the the familiar road I sprinted to the front door knocking multiple times.

A pissed looking Ashton opened the door.

"What the hell Pay... Woah what happened?" He a asked.

"Is Michael here?" I panted ignoring his question.

"Yea he's in the basement." He said confused.

I rushed past him and down to the basement while he followed mumbling something about rudeness.

"Michael." I yelled crying and running to him. He stood up and hugged me.

"What's wrong Pay?" he asked rubbing my back and swaying back and forth.

"I-it- it's mu-mum" I sobbed into his shirt.

"What about mum?" He asked with worry in his voice.

"She's dead." I said finally looking into his eyes.

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"Do you want some lucky charms?" Luke asked me taking them out of the cupboard I just shook my head. He sighed losing the battle.

Ever since I told Michael and he broke down I couldn't take it. He was suppose to be the strong one.

I haven't eaten, slept or talked in three days. Luke has been here to take care of me, because all Michael does is drink and get high.

Today is the day of the funeral and here I am with hollow eyes, matted hair, and no life what so ever in my body. I'm like a zombie.

Luke hasn't left since he found me when I ran away from his house. He packed a suitcase of my stuff and brought me back over.

I also am in the process of moving in with Luke not like I don't live there anyway, because his mum said I could and I know Michael can't support both of us.

After he are breakfast Luke took me into his bathroom so I could take a shower. He turned the water on and went to leave but I grabbed his shirt.

I couldn't have him leave me I was terrified if I let him go he would leave me too. So he just turned around while I got undressed and got into the shower.

When I finished my shower I wrapped a towel around me and got out. Luke gave me his boxers and a tee to wear. I quickly put them on along with undergarments and we walked into his room.

I sat on the floor and he brushed threw my long hair which I dyed red a week ago. When he was done he blow-dried it.

After it was dry he handed me the small black cocktail dress and black tights. I put the tights on and slipped the dress over my head . Luke helped me with the zipper which he did a very slow job of zipping it up.

Then I put my shoes on and did my makeup. I left my hair in its natural waves letting it cascade down my back. (Picture of outfit in the side bar.)

Once I was ready I laid on Luke's bed while he got ready. Once he was done he grabbed my hand and we made our way to his car.

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After the service which neither me or my brother talked at it was time for the visitation. I waited to go last. Once everyone was done and chatting amongst themselves I got up to go see her. Like stood too but I let go of his hand and put my hand on his chest silently telling him to stay.

As a response he sat back down and I turned and walked to the half open casket. I peered in at my mum who looked like she was made of porcelain. Her skin was pale and she had on brown eye makeup with red lipstick.

As I scanned over her kudu to saw something white sticking out of her pocket. I looked around and saw no one watching so I grabbed it and read the front.

'You'll know when the time is right to open this Payton Marie Clifford just know I I'll always love you after you read this no matter what.' The front said.

I put the letter in my pocket.

I couldn't bring the words I wanted to say to my lips so I gently kissed her forehead. I closed my eyes letting a few tears fall then turned and walked away knowing this is the last time I will ever see my mum.

After the service everyone gathered outside at the grave sight and put a flower on her casket and then watched as we lowered her coffin six feet deep. I couldn't bare to watch so I hid my face in Luke's chest and cried.

I was just a broken girl with no hope of tomorrow because I knew death was forever and she's never coming back.

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After it was all over me and Luke went back to my house to gather the rest of my things. The house was too quiet.

The normal hustle and bustle of mum working around the kitchen was replace by the creaking floor boards.

I couldn't take it anymore so I quickly grabbed my stuff and we left.

When we got back he helped me undress and I put back on his boxers and tee and got into be while he changed. When he got back he was just in his boxers. Which was quite attractive... Oh my god how can I think like this on the day of my mothers funeral? And especially about my best friend.

He climbed in next to me and pulled me close. I started blushing at his sudden closeness so I looked away.

"Have I ever told you I love how you look in my clothes?" he whispered in my ear.

"Luke what would your girlfriend say of she heard you say that?" I asked Luke which were the first words I've said in the last 3 days.

"Oh.. Umm me and Lucy broke up. She cheated on me with some guy she met in London when she went last week. I found out 2 days ago..." Luke said uncomfortably.

"OMG I'm so sorry I'm such a terrible friend I should have know something was off about you but I'm too caught up in my own shit that I haven't even talked to you in the last 3 days I'm so sorry I'm such an asshole. Please forgive me!" I begged strataling him and hugging his chest.

"I don't know" he said looking around nervously "I guess I can since your my best friend and I love you."

"Yay thanks Lukey love you too!" I said tackling him into a hug.

He rolled us over so he was on top of me and I started laughing.

"Look at that your laughing I new I could bring you out of your funk!" Luke exclaimed. We were extremely close his face was only a couple inches from mine. I didn't knot ice we were leaning in until our lips touched.

His lips were soft and sweet but moved with power and lust. I wrapped my hands around his neck and played with his hair while her put his arms under me and lifted my body to meet his.

He licked my lips asking for entrance which I instantly granted. Our tongues fought for dominance but of course he won. Before the kiss got even more heated he pulled away.

We both cuddled up in his bed. As I heard Luke snoring quietly I thought to myself...

Holy shit what the fuck did I just do with my best friend?

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So I hope you like it. WOW things are really heating up with the besties I wonder what will happen next. Keep Smiling love you!!!

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