It was the next day and yes we were texting but I was starting to feel worse about what I've done as the day went on.
Question after question we're being filed in my head
What if he tells his friends at school?
Does he think I'm a Hoe ?
I wonder did he enjoy it.
What if he stops talking to me after this one night stand .
... it was so much
But we continued to do it almost every night of winter break
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When school started back up things started getting more serious.
We fucked less yet talked more ,our bond was growing each day . Talking on FaceTime ,texting all day ,hanging out after school talking about our day. The sex always got better it was rougher the way I liked , I loved when he'd choke me and bite my neck I loved the slight face and ass slaps during sex I liked it all it turned me on best , but those days our sex was intimate and slow while we stared in each other eyes and I'd hug him I remember saying I love him . I know I wasn't sure if I meant it but I felt something strong for him .
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A month later ...
