Diary of a Disguised Loner

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Hi friends!
I am Deepshikha, not socially awkward but kind of an introvert girl. There are so many things which go on inside my head! I believe many of you also have same kinds of thoughts. I am proud to admit that I'm an over-thinker. But my overthinking is a bit different, apparently! I start thinking and thinking and I keep on thinking. It takes me to so many places, instances, scenarios until I finally reach a particular desired point! And when I analyse the entire chain of thoughts, the first and final thoughts aren't necessarily related always! Surprisingly enough, sometimes they are polar opposites. But overthinking gives me a better perspective to many things. Many people associate overthinking with PARANOIA, ANXIETY, WORRY, but that's necessarily not the case! Sometimes we can invest time on a certain abstract and think about it for as long as we want, without the abstract being anywhere related to the Paranoia, Anxiety or Worry!

As I said I'm not socially awkward! I love meeting new people, forming newer civil acquaintances, getting insights to their lives and learning from the outcomes of their decisions! I'm quite open to anything and everything. And no, that's not because I'm a thrill-seeking teenager. Even though I strongly believe in the notion of YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE and CARPÈ DIÉM, I sometimes am more excited to learn from the thrills and adventures, more than the idea of the taking a thrill or an adventure! I like people who have a deeper depth to their thoughts and share them fearlessly without being afraid of judging! Trust me, knowing a lot of people and studying their life patterns can give you a lot of insight to life! Therefore, I love making new acquaintances.

Which brings me to this!
The purpose of publishing the journal! I started writing it a few months back! Just random thoughts, sometimes bitter truths, relatable scenarios, musings! I had no purpose whatsoever while writing it! Just a journal! But then I realised, I could actually use it as a platform to get opinions and know more people and about their lives! It would be a great leverage for me to get deeper insights and experiences!
So, I finally decided to publish it!
You can find a few things which are very brutal here, but then deep down you would realise it's the truth! But if you really feel like it's not the truth then you are free to contradict a statement too! That in turn would allow me to broaden my mind and see things from your perspective, thus helping me to know many different sides of the stories!
What I write here is my opinion on certain aspects of life. I'm not that experienced to get all my notions correct. So, you can join me in this journey and help me learn more and acquire real life hacks!(that's a subtle way to put it) But it would be a help of epic proportions!
So, I look forward to knowing your thoughts. Feel free to COMMENT or PM! If you have interesting experiences, theories or stories to share which you think can help people gain better perspective, feel free to approach me!

It's not only my own story!

LET'S MAKE IT OUR STORY!🌿

Love,
Deepshikha🌸