geri and julia.

recovery.

SATARDAAAAYYYYYY. 26TH.

Geri: morning sunshine. feel awesome today?

you told ed that i was pressuring you to break up with him?

Julia: nope.

i didn't tell him that.

but he knows that millie was. and called her an evil bitch.

and no. my eyes hurt from crying last night becausw i couldn't stop thinking about it.

Geri: ed told me you told him that i was the one who kept telling you to break up.

naaaaw. don't think about it then. think about something happy

julia: make him sad. even if i still like him, make him as upset as possible.

ughh. my eyes are all puffy and swollen. i'm reading this book called the repossession, and i'm totally jealous of that girl and her boyfriend. they seem so realistic and happy together.

and you know what? he said he'll start avoiding me to livvy.

what the fuck, you coward?

ask him if he wants me back if he keeps blaming you for our "break up".

Geri: i thought you said you asked him.

Julia: i only asked if he liked me.

like, say it jokingly.

Geri: no. we're not even on good terms.

Julia: just to piss him off.

Geri: he's online.

so if you wanna ask him, you can ask him now.

Julia: about what?

the thing i told you to ask was just to piss him off... i said so already.

Geri: what did he say?

Julia: about what?!

because he says that he doesn't like me anymore ALREADY. don't you remember? or are you as forgetful as him?

Geri: i thought you were going to ask him about is he going to take you back. that's what you asked me to ask him anyways.

Julia: OH MY FUCKING GOD GERI!

i said ask him that if he blames you again to piss him off!

Geri: dude. okay, okay! no need to be angry!

Julia: i dislike repeating things that you don't have to actually repeat because it's already there. i don't mind repeating what i say literally.

Geri: if you weren't upset, i would already be pouncing on you. but then you are, so it gives you an unfair advantage. anyways. you're just confusing me with a big chunk of words. if you're still upset about ed, i told you times and times that he isn't worth it. if you're upset about other things...

Julia: i don't knowwww.

i know he isn't worth it.

but everytime i think of how he isn't worth it, it reminds me of those times when i was happy with him

and it totally makes me cry.

ughhh. i know i'll get over it.

i will. because i'm a fucking warrior when i was a kid and i'll continue being one.

Geri: great. that's the spirit!

Julia: but for now, i'll be a total bitch and attempt to make him feel guilty.

HAHAHA.

and like, my fave hoodie makes me like so depressed because it reminds me of that day when he asked me out.

i'm such a loser.

i'm trying to play the piano to get my mind off it.