Worthless

Forgiven

Y'all I'm trying something new with the format so it might be permanent and it might be temprary

Crystal❤

I watched as his car pulled up and parked in the spot where it usually is

Can he see me?

Maybe not but,who knows

I haven't cut myself since that day and I'm very proud of myself for that fact

I watched from my window as he walked up to the door and rung the doorbell

But I didn't care I just sat there until he noticed that I saw him making me quickly turn my head away

She actually sound like a stalker😭😂💯

He then ran to where my window was yelling my name

"CRYSTAL TALK TO ME PLEASE"

"Fuck off"I mumbled just loud enough for him to hear me

"Baby please just let me explain"He said and it sounded like his voice was craking which absolutely broke my heart

"Let me make this right Crsytal please"He begged me which ultimately made me give in

I went downstairs and opened the door seeing him with his usual bape hoodie

"Come in"I mumbled

He quickly walked in and I closed the door behind him

"What did you want to tal-"I said starting my sentence but as soon as I turned around he indulged me with a hug

I could bring myself to let go of him

It has been so long since I felt his touch

I had no choice but to hug him back and when I did I just burst into tears

"It's okay Crsytal,listen I'm sorry"He said kissing my forehead while rubbing my back

Shortly after that we ended up on the floor while he was holding me while I cried in his arms

"Please don't ever leave me again"I said barely above a whisper my voice craking

"I won't,I promise"He said lifing up my face making me look up at him as he wiped my years

"Listen baby I just-"He starts but I quickly cut him off

"No,I don't want to talk just hold me,.........Please"I said clinging on to him

"I will"Be said holding me tighter

We fell into a comfortable silence

"Crystal"He called out to me

"Yes"I answered

"I love you with all of my heart"He said to me

That warmed my heart

"I love you too Mateo"I said before our lips slowly connected with eachother

"I'm sorry"He said pulling apart from the kiss

Instead of aswering I just pulled him in for another kiss

Heeeeey...

Remember me,I decided to keep the book,I just needed a little break

P.S IM TAKING IDEAS

I'm sorry that I was gone so long😐But AYE IM BAAACK🔥❤