the scars of our past (HP Marauders Wolfstar Fanfic)

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James POV

So... I am, confused? I have absolutely no clue on what is going on right now, or what to do about it. I haven't seen Remus except for in classes for about a week now and Sirius, well Sirius is acting... Weird to say the least. I don't think I've seen Sirius in the past week when he wasn't looking at Remus, or for Remus. I mean we all thought that we were making such great progress with Remus and then I wake up one day and bam it's just as bad as it used to be. I mean there was one time in which a teacher asked him to answer a simple question and he couldn't even form one singular word. I'm worried.
He hasn't eaten and I have no idea where or if he has been sleeping. And then there's Sirius, he's just... worried? I don't know what to do. I'm confused, something must have happened, but Sirius is my best friend, he would tell me. Right?

Remus POV

I'm so so sorry. Why whenever something remotely good happens I stuff it up. My fathers right, I don't belong here. Death and destruction follows. I'm the reason Sirius is upset and startled, I'm the reason James is so confused. I'm why she's dead. I'm. Bad. That's all I am. God why didn't I push them away sooner like the voices told me to. Maybe I should listen to t.... But if I did.
Maybe I should.

Sirius POV

Im worried. Like seriously worried. Not to mentioned scared. I've been watching Remus really closely and I feel helpless. He's not eating, he isn't sleeping and he looks so weak and pale. I can't stop this feeling in my stomach like something is wrong. I can't let this go on, I love him aS A frIEND OF COURSE. He's like my family. And this needs to stop. Remus has too many secrets, maybe its time to figure out some of those secrets out.

Do the tiiiimmmeee woorrpp

I've been researching. In the library crazy I know. And I've been looking at some books about illnesses, scars everything in the book (haha get it book) and nothings popping up.
Until, I find this one book about families. It's stupid but I saw it and realized how I don't actually know anybody about his family.

Signs of Abuss In a Child

- Become less talkative or stop communicating almost completely, or display signs of a speech disorder, such as stuttering.

-Complain of headaches or stomachaches that have no medical causes. He may lose his appetite

-Exhibit fearful behavior, such as nightmares or trouble sleeping. Or he may act as if he's waiting for something bad to happen.

-Be secretive or want to be alone much of the time.

-Extreme behavior, such as being way too obedient or way too demanding.

-Bruises, welts, or other injuries that can't be explained or don't match with the child's story

-Injuries that are at different stages of healing

Why do all these things seem to match up? Why do all these things correlate with what things Remus does? What's going on at his house that I don't know about?

And why does this sound so familiar?

Forgive me that was so bad help I needed to post something.