too good

wondering

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❝I don't know how to talk to you❞

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Winwin/author pov;

"No jaehyun,you shouldn't show old ladies your dildos"

"Oh gosh yuta,stop asking peopel if they want to share nudes"

"No johnny,I can't tell you how you can stop your constantly farting"

areum tilted her head to the side,glancing at each of those above mentioned people wondering where they went wrong and when they became this crazy.

She slightly patted winwins shoulders giving him an understanding look while showing him an thumbs up,"you're doing great,you really do win"she states as she once again remembers how good he still keeps them all going,after all.

But winwin didn't dare to look her into the eyes,he doesn't want to meet any kind of satisfaction through the eyes of her reflecting in his.

"I'm not as strong as you might think,areum.even I can get drowned in pain",he replied soflty as if these words were already been said hundreds of times before.areum shook her head,sitting down beside yuta who is still asking random strangers on facebook for exchanging nudes.weird,"I know win,I know.all I'm saying is that you're still going amazingly"

He slowly nodded - still not meeting her brown eyes.

He was just scared that he might break down at those highly weights he has to wear on those cute,small shoulders of his and if he didn't knew better he would talk this out,Tell her he is still so scared.but he knows so he keeps it quite,letting just himself know.

Areum leans forward as she sighed due to yuta asking her now if she would want to see his nudes,shaking her head constantly somehow managed to stop him asking her any further,directing her attention to winwin again she summed a familiar melody "hmmm hum hmmm hmm hum,you still know don't you?".

It didn't sound as a question anymore,but rather as stating the already known truth.

And winwin couldn't help but wonder,if she was still that hurt?

If she still throughoutly thinks about that?

Areum was spacing out more often and she laughed less,winwin had noticed that much,following afterwards was her grades falling down,it couldn't really be more offensive as it is right now.

As to the conclusion questioned before,winwin knows now for sure that,
Areum is still that hurt.

He has tried to get her out of it before,had her going out more and made her find new friends but somehow it always ended the same way,she would endlessly cry,blame everything on herself while she's on the Phone with winwin but whenever he went and met her after the call she stood all straight again,her make up being all done and good.

So he knew,she's still keeping the mask up.

Winwin cognizes who was to blame on this point,but he never went to her and told her.told areum to just quit it and forget.

But mostly,to finally move on.

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"Are you sure we went the right way,areum?"yuta questions slightly scared they might have gone wrong and are lost.

Winwin,aerum,johnny,taeil and jaehyun decided to go around the university they are currently at and search up the liberty.

"Well,if there is just one way to the library,I guess you can't really do anything wrong can you,yuta?"johnny answers the question of his friend,slightly pissed of as they are already searching for almost thirty minutes.

Winwin and aerum who were too deeply into searching for the right way got attentively to the talk,johnny and yuta have,loudly as they pass hallway after hallway.

Blinking for a few time aerum snapped out of it,held them both at their collars of their shirts.

"Listen here,you two pie--"

"This is not how you treat your beloved friends,ae"

She choked a little,letting go of them as they scaredly hide behind winwin which didnt make much sense as he isn't able to cover them up due to his small,cute shoulders.

"ah yes,I'm sorry",to be honest winwin never much liked him but he somehow appreciated his theree being since aerum was happier then.

Well,she used to be.

But as we may all know,
Seasons pass and things change.