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❝my friends always feel the need to tell me things❞

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Aerums pov;

"He wasn't always like that",I started,trying to smoothen it up a little,"he cared a lot for us,he went out with us a lot and I know he loved us a lot too"

I tried to cover up the fact that I became a total mess,a mess I created myself due to a 6 year long unrequited love.

I placed the glass full of water on the table again while my gaze is still stuck on it I keep on speaking again,"he was nice as a kid winwin,you know that.this..what's happening right now has nothing to do with him,really".

I knew he didnt believe me as soon as I met his eyes,they were literally screaming at me - telling me to spill the truth.

Pointing at myself with my right hand I spoke up again,"I do this to myself,because I'm not loved."

Winwin gulped,he wanted to say something - I knew,but he didnt utter a single word.

"I know I'm loved by you and all the others but that's not it win,I love him,I'm sure you know and the only thing missing is someone loving me back.loving me the way I love him,win".

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Authors pov;

There was this certain thing sparkling up in aerums eyes,it was hope.

She hoped winwin would tell her that one day,she is going to meet someone exactly like that,someone who woul fill all her empty spaces she had burned herself while spending her whole heart on him.

Winwin feared the fact that what she hoped for wouldn't be able to be fulfilled.

"Someone loving you as much as you love him?"winwin slowly questioned - squeezing his eyes,"that's not possible,I'm sorry"

She smiled halfly at that and some kind of awareness spread onto her face as he questioned it.

"I'm just hoping I will,despite all of me being gone till then,that I'll be happy somehow with someone else"

Aerum fastly blinked those small tears away who became existential while remembering something she hadn't told anyone,not even winwin.

On the day taeyong had left them,
Leaving aerum and winwin all alone.
Despite all the promise and all the trust.

She laid on the floor that day,hysterically crying making her expensive mascara running down her face,on that day winwin wasn't home so he didn't saw what taeyong had actually left behind.

A broken heart.
A total wreck.

A letter which belonged to her then,with a necklace being found in it when she opened it,after she was able to at least read what he had written down.

She always has worn it ever since she got it,it was small yet so precious to her.