too good

tears

|tears|

❝i don't know how to ask you,if you're okay❞

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Nones pov;

"Don't be like this,please",winwin doesn't know how many times befor he had pleaded aerum to stop being like this to herself and how many times she kept on doing it despite all of winwins words.

But maybe,winwin just forgot he wasnt him.

He isn't taeyong.

He couldn't make her do a single thing just because he said so.

He hadn't her heart,and that's something he doesn't want.they are best friends,the three of them used to be that.

But some things changed abruptly,
When taeyong left.

they were currently at their dorm which they share with taeyong.

they weren't there because they partied his unexpected and surprisingly come back after 5 years of his away being.

Instead,aerum was hanging with her head in the toilet and threw up everything that entered her mouth this day.

❝i have to be pretty for him❞

Aerum had answered him in between when she searched for air to breathe and winwin wished he had never heard such a thing.

There was this one question that burned on his tongue ever since he found her like this,something he yet always feared asking.

"

If one day..he would be gone forever,tell me aerum,how would you deal with that?"winwin wasn't sure if it was okay to ask that,if it was even answerable at such a moment like this.

Winwin hoped she wouldn't stay in that miserable hole she has burried herself due of his attitude torwards her.

Aerum slightly lifts her head as she gives off a small sarcastic laugh,"I'll be good,I will make it on my own then."

"I'll just let go of him a little more each day then,until I forgot",she lifts her head up fully now and whips her face clean again with the towel next to her.

Standing straight again,aerum knocked off​ the dirt on her knees,"I'll forget him,and all the pain I had gotten myself into just because I was too good to him",

Aerum came to an halt next to winwin,slightly looking at him and nodding once."I'll be okay win,I promise".

He smiled at her promise,hoping she wouldn't life,hoping she would stop trating herself like this.winwin softly stroked her hair,"please,just stop it.you are too good to him aerum."

At their dofa in the living room aerum sits down in fron of winwin,making themselves comfortable with their not so comfortable couch.

"But you know,he wasn't always like that."