Too good to be true?

Falling

Sky POV

Autumn had gone to sleep just before I did and the boys had gone to get Willow. It was all going to be okay. "Sky? Sky?" Leo gently shook me awake. "Mmmhmm?" I smiled sleepily "your back! Where's Willow?" I murmured still half asleep. "Sky please come with me I need to talk to you." He said, his voice sounded thick with tears. "What's wrong?" I said, taking his hand. He led me into one of the bedrooms, sat down on the bed and I sat next to him. He breathed out. "Sky I really don't know how to say this to you." His voice sounded shaky, and I had a bad feeling in my stomach. "Sky.... They killed her. They killed Willow." I stared into his eyes and hoped it was some sick joke. I felt hot tears running down my cheeks and I knew I couldn't stop them. I felt like a part of me was gone,my heart had been broken. I felt like i was falling off a cliff and I wanted to hit the bottom. I wanted it to end. But I knew it wouldn't. Leo held me tight while I cried and cried. "I'm going to the toilet." I whisper. Leo nods, I walk into the bathroom and look into the mirror. "It's all my fault I whisper to my reflection. I grab my hair breathing hard. I look around wildly until I find some razor blades. All I can think about is willow, how much pain she would have been in. How scared she would have been. How she thought we would come back. Her last moments would have been how much she hates us. I hate us. She was our best friend. We forgot about her, she still would have Been alive if we had been good friends. She never would have let us die. I grab the razor blades and breathe out "I'm sorry" and I slide the metal across my wrists. The pain feels good. I deserve this. I sit back and close my eyes. I sit for what feels like hours, then I hear banging on the door. "Sky!?" Leo yells. I don't answer. "SKY!?" He yells again. Then I hear a series of louder bangs until the door breaks down. Leo comes in and looks at me. At the blood on the floor. At my tear stained face. He turns around and walks out. He comes back two minuets later with bandages and rolls them round my wrists. He kisses the bandages, then looks into my eyes "why?" He says softly I can't look him in the eyes. Why is he being nice to me. I don't deserve it. He picks me up and carries me to the bed and cuddles me until I can talk about what happened. " why?" He repeats softly. " we shouldn't have left her there!" I hiccup. " I know I know. It's okay!" He whispers. " it's not!" I cry. He turns me over to face him and cuddles me in "shhhhhh...." He runs his fingers through my hair. I cry into his chest until a dreary sleep takes over me.

*Autumns POV*

I woke up to two big teary brown eyes looking straight into mine. "Your awake." He speaks relieved. " hi Dallas" I whisper. He lifts me up and onto his lap on the floor and leans his head on my shoulder. "I-I don't know how to tell you this but ummm..." I look at him a sick feeling building up in my stomach. Dallas could see the tears in my eyes and swiped them away with his thumb. "They they killed Willow...." He trailed off. It literally felt like someone just punched me right in the stomach. "I-i need to leave for a bit" I said standing up and walking to the door slowly putting my boots on and my jacket putting the hood up. I stepped out into the pouring rain. Dallas ran after me but I ran faster and hid in a bush so no one could ever see me. I sobbed into my legs and sat there for what seemed like minutes but when I looked at my phone it had been 3 hours. "I need to go back!" I say to myself. I stand up completely soaked from the salty rain water and head back to the cabin. I saw Dallas sitting on the porch crying. When I saw him I felt so bad for just leaving. I sat down next to him and put a hand on his shoulder waiting for him to respond. He looked up the tears spilling down his cheeks. The rain still pouring down making it not as easy to see that I was also crying. He looked me right in the eyes and said "I'm so sorry!" He lifted me up and carried me into the cabin and put me down by the fire. " keep warm" he says and walks out of the room. He returns a few moments later with blankets and movies. Just then Sky and Leo walk in. Sky has bandages on her wrists. " what happened!?" I said to her my voice trembling. " I-I..." She trailed off. " you promised me you would never do that again!" I said to her. The tears threatening to spill out if her eyes she simply responds " I'm sorry..." I hug her tight and we all sit by the fire. Trying to let the thought that Willow was dead sink in.

*Oceans POV*

'Grey help me! Get me out of here. GREY!' I screamed into my night mare. Just then two strong arm wrap themselves around me. "Shhhh..." I hear someone say. I wake up in a fright and slap the person in front of me. " hey hey now shhh.. It's just me babe!" The soft voice spoke.Grey. "Thank lord your here!" I sobbed. That was the worst nightmare I had had in a while. I have a past for having really bad nightmares. Suddenly I saw tears spill down his chubby cheeks. "What's wrong?" I ask him " I need to tell you something and you r not going to like it. I'm so sorry but they killed Willow..." He said his voice wobbling. " w-what?" I spoke " they killed her Ocean she's dead" he spoke softly. " no no she she can't be!" It came out more like a question than a statement but he just looked down at his hands. I looked at him for a brief moment. Stood up and ran to the bedroom. I locked the door and sat on the bed and cried and cried and cried. I had lost one of my best friends. Why? Why did it have to be her? She was so young and talented and had a great life ahead of her! We should have never left her. We should have fought for her. Even if it meant risking all of our lives. It feels like someone had just stabbed me straight through the stomach. "Ocean?" Someone asked. A girls voice. "Ocean?" She asked again. I didn't respond just slowly tip toed over to the door and slowly opened it letting the person in. It was Autumn. Out of all of our friends she was my closest bestest friend. "I know it's hard but we have to remember her in a positive way. She wouldn't want us to sit around and cry all the time would she?" She asked me. She was always the rock of the group but even she had broken down. I could see it in her eyes. We could always read each other. " it's so hard though!" I hiccuped. She hugged me tight and looked me in the eyes. " I know but we will get through it. Together..." I weakly smiled at her. " we have the boys now and Grey really loves you and is so worried about you right now." She carries on. She kisses the too of my head in a sisterly way and walks out leaving me alone in the dark cold room. It wasn't for long though because just then Grey walked in tears staining his cheeks. He walked over and crashed his lips onto mine. I could feel the tears falling down my face as we kissed but I didn't want it to stop. He pulled away slowly and says. " I'm so sorry for your loss but you have gained another. Will you be mine?" He asks " yes I will Grey!" I smiled.