Too good to be true?

Complicated...

A/N GUYS! I know I haven't updated in like YEARS...BUT I would really love it if you could forgive me? Please? Okay now continue to read coz I'm not gonna bother you with lame excuses! Love you guys and as always Have fun! xoxo

"LETS GET PACKING THEN!" Dallas yells and I smile wide at his child like maturity. He pulls my arm upstairs and reaches for a high shelf where I keep all my traveling things like suitcases, camrea and sun block and things of the sort. "Im really excited!" I squeal and Dallas nods as he picks me up by the hips and spins me around eventually lowering me down to kiss his lips softly then placing me down on the carpet to continue his packing. "Wait, I have no clothes to pack..." Dallas says looking down and I frown then having an idea. I walk through to my parents old room and pick out some moderny looking clothes for Dallas to wear. I get really emotional walking into my parents room. Everyhting was exaclty how they had left it and I never had the courage to move or get rid of any of it. The bed was perfectly made and the bedside tables had little frames of pictures of me and my parents together. I smile weakly picking one up of the three of us and letting my tears fall down onto it. Soon i was sobbing but I had to pretend I was okay for Dallas' sake and so they wouldn't find out. Only Sky and Ocean knew. I quickly wiped away my tears and put the photo frame down and positioned it the way it had laid before. A knock on the door made me snap my head from the picture to the door frame. Sky stood there weakly smiling at me. "I know its hard but you have to tell him at some point." Sky says walking in and instantly wrapping her arms around me. "I-I can't..." I sob into her shoulder and she strokes my hair comfortingly. "I know but he loves you so much." Sky says holding me at arms length and looking me in the eyes. "Everytime he looks at you all you can see is pure lust and love..He loves you so much Autumn your his world, his sunshine" She says as my tears continue to spill over my cheeks. I nod "I'll tell him...later" I say pushing past Sky's small frame, Violently wiping tears from my chubby cheeks. I place the clothes on the bed for Dallas to pack and he smiles at me "Hey baby girl, where did you get these clothes?" He asks. "It doesn't matter does it?" I ask knowing I'm being a bitch but also not being able to hold in my feelings. "N-no I guess not.." He mumbles and puts the clothes gently in the bag. After he had finsihed he walked out looking uncomfortable. I sob knowing I'm the one who made him feel that way.

*Sky's POV*

I stood in Autumns parents room, looking around sadly. "They were so young.." I whipser to myself. They were always like second parents to me. All the sleepovers and cheerleading practices and the dinners and professional photos everything reminded me of them in this room. I miss those days. It must be so hard for Autumn, she didn't even have an siblings to help her through it. I remember the day it happened...

*Flashback*

"Stop dancing like a freak!" Ocean yelled over the music and we all laughed "BISH IM THE DANCING QUEEN!" Autumn yelled back smiling wide. We were 16, well I was 16. Ocean and Autumn were still a few months away from being 16. "DANCE WITH ME!" Autumn said dragging me up by my arms and shaking me around. Just because I was the oldest didn't mean I was mature... "C'MON C'MON AND DANCE WITH ME BABYYYYY" I screamed at Autumn as we sang the lyrics. Our ballad was interuppted by the phone ringing.  "How rude!" Ocean scolds and we both giggle. I roll my eyes at the fact it was probably a prank call from Hayes and his gang. "Hello?" Autumn says into the phone as Ocean quickly turned down the blaring music. I smirk at Ocean as we both know who is most likely on the phone. "Ooh Hayes..." Ocean teases but as I look up and at Autumns eyes I know its not Hayes on the phone. "NO! I-IT CANT BE!" Autumn screams into the call. I share a worried glance with Ocean before running to Autumn's side. "NOT MY PARENTS! THEY'RE TOO YOUNG!" Autumn cried. She descended to the floor, dropping the phone on her way down. I look at Ocean confused "Hello?" I ask into the call but the lady on the other end of the line had already hung up. Leaving me looking over to Ocean whilst Autumn sat on her knees on the floor screaming and crying.

*End of flashback*

I look at all the pictures all around the room. We all had quite tough childhoods. Well Ocean and I. I mean, my parents were never really around. My dad was always with younger girls. He was always around whores and prostitutes. Mum turned to alcohol and sleeping around too. Autumns parents pretty much took me in. They became my parents. Autumn became my sister. Ocean's mum was always away on some tropical island doing some research for her marine biology job Ocean's dad left when she was born because he didn't want a child. Autumns parents were the best thing I had. The closest to real and caring parents I had. Tears rolled down my face as I just walked out. As I looked down I bumped into a confused Dallas, "Hey Sky do you know what's up with Autumn. She's been acting a bit...funny lately" Dallas says looking down to me. "I-its not my place to tell you but, if I were you I'd sit her down and talk to her. But be gentle,Please.." I say and walk away to find Leo to relax myself as I walk away leaving Dallas wondering what was going on in his girlfriends mind.

*Dallas POV*

"Autumn?" I knock on her door since she was packing. I hear faint shuffling then Autumns petite figure standing in the open door. Her eyes were red and puffy from tears and she quickly wiped away tears. "Y-yeah?" She asks looking up to me. "Whats up?" I ask walking into her room making her walk backwards and she ends up on the bed, I sit next to her small shaking body. I take her hands in mine and tilt her chin up to look me in the eyes. Her eyes had turned a lighter shade of blue due to the tears as they connected with mine. "Remember you can tell me anything" I remind her and she nods. She takes a deep breath and looks down at our hands. "M-my parents...d-died a year ago..." She says I look at her shocked. She just collpases into my arms as I hold her in shock. "I-I'm so so sorry..." I whisper into her hair. She looks up to me "I'm a mess" She giggles slightly. "No your not, Your so strong for being able to deal with this" I assure her and she smiles weakly at me. "You think?" She asks and I nod. "Of course" I reply. I hold her till she stops shaking with tears and soon she is asleep in my grasp. "Why did it have to be you who suffered?" I whisper to her even though she can't hear me....

A/N OKAY THAT WAS EMOTIONAL! I'M SORRY FOR THE SADNESS OF THIS CHAPTER BUT THE NEXT ONE WILL BE MORE UPBEAT! I PROMISE! As always, hope you enjoyed the chpter and I'll see you all soon!
                               HARLI XOXO