I woke up to flashing lights and loud sirens I was in an ambulance car I passed out again
When I woke up again there where bright lights my eyes where adjusting to and people sitting around me while I payed in a hospital bed
" where am I" I mumbled out I could barely talk and my voice was all scratchy
" shh shh shh you in a hospital" someone said
I could make out that voice any day of the week " j-Jackson" I stuttered out still not being able to talk well
" yea it's me and the guys" he said
" what happened" I asked
" you umm hurt yourself and are now here" he said
" when can I go home" I said
"We'll whenever the doctor lets you out you can go back to your foster home or come back to my place" he said
" I'd rather be at your place" I said being honest
" and I'd rather you be at my place" he said under his breath not thinking i could hear but I did
Honestly when he said that it made my heart skip a beat and butterflies in my stomach and it brought a smile to my lips that I quickly hid when he looked at me
" I'm gonna go get a doctor" he said
Once he walked out of the room everyone started
" never do that again what if we lost you" ace said
" do what" I asked
" you don't remember do you" he said
" nope can you tell me" I said
" you cut your self and passed out on jackson's bathroom floor" he said
As soon as he said that all the memories came back I tried to kill myself
A tear slid down my check " I'm sorry" I said starting to cry
" no no it's okay it's okay" max said trying to stop me from crying
" you know jax likes you right" leo said
" no he doesn't no one could ever like me I'm to broken" I said
" he does for real he told me he did" ace said
" he couldn't stop crying in the waiting room he was worried about you" max said
After max said that jax came back in the room with a doctor
" hello miss Daniels" the doctor said
" hello doctor martins" I said
" well you can be released today but we are putting you on suicide watch Jackson and the rest of the guys should watch you 24/7 if you take a shower you get undressed behind the shower curtain start the water and one of the guys will be sitting in the bathroom with you probably on the bathroom counter" he said
" that's not necessary" I said
" it is if you want to go home" he said
I rolled my eyes " fine" I said
The boys left the room as I got dressed into some actual cloths instead of this hospital gown that I don't even know how I got into
The guys brought me a pair of grey victorious secret sweat pants and a grey crop-top with a grey jacket and my grey vans
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after I got dressed I walked out of the hospital room and met the guys
" who's letterman jacket" I asked
" mine" Jackson said
" it's comfortable I may just have to keep it" I said
He just shrugged his shoulders and we all went to the front desk and I saw ash in the waiting room she was crying and leo was sitting next to her rubbing her back telling her everything was going to be okay I thought this would be a fun time to scare her
After I sighed myself out I snuck up behind her and leo looked at me but I put my finger over my lips telling him to be quiet
" boo" I yelled
She screamed I laid on the floor laughing tears where coming out of my eyes her face was priceless I have never seen something so funny in my life it was hilarious
" ooooo carter I hate you so much you scared the living shit out of me" she said hugging me
" I'm fine seriously you look like you have not slept at all are you okay" I asked
" we need to talk in private" she said
I pulled her to an isolated area where there where no people
" okay what's up" I said
" I think I'm pregnant with leo's child but I want to know for sure" she said
" okay let's do this now" I said
I told her to stay there and I went and found the doctor who helped me
" excuse me doctor Martins my friend thinks she is pregnant but she wants to know for sure is there anyway you can check that for us really quick just to see if she is before she tells anyone else" I said
" yea we can do this privately go grab your friend and meet me here" he said
I sprinted down the hall and grabbed abby and we ran back to the doctor he led us in the room and he took an altar sound and sure enough she was pregnant
" how am I supposed to tell him how am I supposed to tell my parents" she cried
" I'll help you get through this one step at a time first you need to go home and get some rest then tomorrow I want you to be ready to tell him okay we'll do it together I'll help you it's okay" I said
" what if he doesn't want him or her" she said
" then I'll beat his ass to a pulp then I'll help you raise it now go home and get some sleep" I said
She walked out of the hospital and went home I hope she's okay
Once we got back to our place I went upstairs and fell asleep right away
