New Point of View, Who Dis?

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(This entire section shall be in Cry's point of view! You're welcome!)

After waiting for about an hour, I realized she wasn't coming. I sighed and walked to my locker, grabbing my bag, a few notebooks, and a book I was given to read for English and walked home. I pulled out my phone and plugged in my headphones, playing a random song. As the song started, I sang every word. 


"I'm tired of waking up in tears

'Cause I can't put to bed these phobias and fears

I'm new to this grief I can't explain

But I'm no stranger to the heartache and the pain

The fire I began is burning me alive

But I know better than to leave and let it die

I'm a silhouette asking every now and then

"Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?"

I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own

But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone

So I watch the summer stars to lead me home

I'm sick of the past I can't erase

A jumble of footprints and hasty steps I can't retrace

The mountain of things I still regret

Is a vile reminder that I would rather just forget (no matter where I go)

The fire I began is burning me alive

But I know better than to leave and let it die

I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)

"Is it over yet? Will I ever smile again?"

I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own

But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone

So I watch the summer stars to lead me home

'Cause I walk alone

No matter where I go

'Cause I walk alone

No matter where I go

'Cause I walk alone

No matter where I go

I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)

"Is it over yet? Will I ever love again?"

I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own

But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone

So I watch the summer stars to lead me home

I watch the summer stars to lead me home."

I slowly finished singing, arriving at a curve that turned onto my street. I smiled to myself before turning and walking the final block to my house. Looign around to make sure no one was watching me, I pulled a bush aside and picked up a small rock-like object and grabbed a key. Once the key was in my hand, I unlocked the door to my house and opened it. "I'm home! Not that anyone is here anyway." I said, mumbling the last part.

   Kicking of the uncomfortable shoes I was wearing, I quickly walked to my room. Plopping down on my bed, I whipped out my computer and started writing about my day in my online journal. The idea of the journal was suggested to me by my therapist. Why do I go to a therapist? Well it started back when I was a kid........

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Sorry for not updating in a while! I've been super busy with school and changing schools. I have been settling in and getting used to taking the bus. And I was just able to set up my computer to my new house's wifi on sunday! Again I'm so so so so so sorry! I wuv you guys! Anyway, that's all for now! See you in the nest chapter and remember to stay smexy my little taters! 

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