(This entire section shall be in Cry's point of view! You're welcome!)
After waiting for about an hour, I realized she wasn't coming. I sighed and walked to my locker, grabbing my bag, a few notebooks, and a book I was given to read for English and walked home. I pulled out my phone and plugged in my headphones, playing a random song. As the song started, I sang every word.
"I'm tired of waking up in tears
'Cause I can't put to bed these phobias and fears
I'm new to this grief I can't explain
But I'm no stranger to the heartache and the pain
The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then
"Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home
I'm sick of the past I can't erase
A jumble of footprints and hasty steps I can't retrace
The mountain of things I still regret
Is a vile reminder that I would rather just forget (no matter where I go)
The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever smile again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever love again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home
I watch the summer stars to lead me home."
I slowly finished singing, arriving at a curve that turned onto my street. I smiled to myself before turning and walking the final block to my house. Looign around to make sure no one was watching me, I pulled a bush aside and picked up a small rock-like object and grabbed a key. Once the key was in my hand, I unlocked the door to my house and opened it. "I'm home! Not that anyone is here anyway." I said, mumbling the last part.
Kicking of the uncomfortable shoes I was wearing, I quickly walked to my room. Plopping down on my bed, I whipped out my computer and started writing about my day in my online journal. The idea of the journal was suggested to me by my therapist. Why do I go to a therapist? Well it started back when I was a kid........
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Sorry for not updating in a while! I've been super busy with school and changing schools. I have been settling in and getting used to taking the bus. And I was just able to set up my computer to my new house's wifi on sunday! Again I'm so so so so so sorry! I wuv you guys! Anyway, that's all for now! See you in the nest chapter and remember to stay smexy my little taters!
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Stuck in the Dark. (Cryotic x reader x Jacksepticeye)
Fiksi PenggemarThe sister of famous youtuber Markiplier, is stuck in a place she calls hell, or more simply highschool. It's her tenth year of this hell when she meets a new student, Ryan. Of course she might have a problem. The most annoying bitch in school, won'...