i need you, you're making me crazy, you're making me insane.
you are the only who can make me feel this way.
i don't wanna want you anymore, i don't want to love you anymore, but what are you doing to me?
im like trapped in your magic spell.
even my heart and my feelings are betraying me.
i can't unlove you, because you are my everything.
even if it hurts, I will still hold on.
even if it is impossible, I will keep believing on.
but no matter what i do, i can't still have you.
you're thousand miles away from me, you're impossible to reach out.
but im still trying to.
im still loving you.
i need you, but why am i the only one hurting?
it hurts me so much to think that i can only look at you from far away.
im scared that if i have a chance hold you, if i touch you, you'll vanish away.
you look surreal, so ethereal, so gorgeous. you don't deserve to be here, in this chaotic world. you deserve much in heaven, because you're an angel.
please, be mine. be mine.
im getting my hopes up, even if i know it will just a fall down.
because i know whatever beg i make, even if i kneel down infornt of you, even if i scream it so loud, you still can't be mine. because im just a girl, you only see as a fan.
i love you so much that it hurts.
why is it you? why does it have to be you?
i keep needing you even though i know i will only get hurt. but i dont care anymore, it's you who only matters.
so please stay and never leave me alone.
