Dodie x Reader

Chapter 1

Note: This will be going slow but don't worry! Dodie will be there in the next chapter, but first this is going to be your story.
Shout out to http-gayhxro for teaching me how to properly type in dialogues.
Chapter 1: The Breakup

"(y/n)!" My boyfriend yells "Wake the fuck up!" I pout and get up from bed, "I wanna kill you y'know?" He whispers in my ear, I shake while I was thinking how he abused me so much last night. "Aww is your little bisexual heart broken?" He teasingly says, "N-no" I frightingly say.

"Well you better." He throws a punch onto me stomach, I grumble in pain.

"Well fuck you" 

"Bitch, you're just an ugly lesbian."

Okay I admit, every word he says to me is a pain in the ass, especially what he said a few seconds ago he changed after I came out to him. I knew that he was homophobic but he abused me a little before when he saw how I looked at girls, he asked me if I was lesbian, I said "no" but he kept on asking me for a couple of days I said I was bi. He never was happy with who I was or what I was, every punch didn't hurt me but every word did yet I still loved him.

"Raphael?" I call him from the other side of the room.

"Yes babe?" He says in a soft voice.

"What you said a while ago hurt."

"I don't care" He still says in a soft voice.

"Do you love me?"  I say nervously.

"Isn't it obvious that I don't?" He says in an angry tone.

"I still love you though."

"So?"

"So why are we still in a relationship?" I say with a tear sliding off my cheek.

"Abusive Relationships exist honey." He says with a bit of a sway voice.

"Then wanna break up?"

"Yeah sure you're just a lesbian anyways"

I ran as fast as I could out the door, he leaves a little chuckle when I left and that "little" chuckle broke my heart into smitherines.

History of the relationship:

Tinder:

"Nope, uh-huh, oh she's pretty *swipes right*"

Raphael: Hi!
(Y/n): Hello!
Raphael: How are you doin (y/n)?
(Y/n): I'm doing great, how about you?
Raphael: Good, since I'm talking to you.
(Y/n): Awww
Raphael: You're really pretty, do ya wanna meet?
(Y/n): Yeah sure where?
Raphael: My house.
(Y/n): What's your address?
Raphael: *address* Be there at 6:00 pm
(Y/n): Okay see you there.

Going to his house is one of the the worst decision of my life.

"Hi! You look way better in person" He compliments me "Th-thanks" I nervously thank him while he scans my whole body.

"Wanna get some pizza then watch Netflix in my room?"

"Yeah."

We sat in his room, his arm around my neck while watching Netflix and waiting for the pizza to arrive. He jumped when he heard the doorbell ring, I tuck myself up in his blanket while waiting for him to come back. He came back with no pizza, he came with his eyes filled with lust and anger. "I want you to stay" He says that with his teeth being grinded.

"But I need to go home" I say.

"No, you're mine bitch" He says while jumping on the bed, raping me.

(I'm not going into detail)

I felt dead, I didn't know what to do I wanted to push him away but he was too strong.

The following morning, I woke up next to him looking like a psychopath I started to think about my passions which are playing the ukulele and the piano. I felt done with it after he raped me, I chose men over passion but I knew this girl, he name was Dodie Clark I was in love with her when the moment I saw her performing her composed song "Would you be so kind". She was my idol and the "love of my life" she was the reason why I played the ukulele and piano.

I wrote songs about my bisexual life, how I feel about Dodie, and how I loved my parents. It was all unicorns and rainbows up in the air until I found the app tinder, I got so fascinated with the people there that I started to turn straight after sending some nudes to some men.

"Hey (y/n), I'm sorry if I was too rough last night I took horny pills that's why." He makes an excuse

"Why do you need horny pills anyway?"

"I tend to not get turned on."

"Oh okay." I say.

"I-I think I love you."

"I can't say the same." I state.

"You should love people back."

"No, you fucking raped me last night."

"I told you, it was the horny pills!"

"Still, I'm going home"

He holds a knife to my neck just when I was about to go out the door.

"If you go out that door I'm gonna kill you" He scares me.

"Coward." He adds up.

"You're crazy"

"Oh, and by the way every time you insult me I'm gonna hurt you."

"Then hurt me bitch"

He slapped me as hard as he could until I couldn't take it anymore.

"You're so weak."

He slaps me again.

"Pathetic little slut"

He traps me by walking in circles and slaps me again.

"Enough!" I shout.

"Couldn't take it? Ha."

"Let me go."

"No, you'll be my pathetic slut for all eternity and there's nothing you can do about it."   He scares me.

Note: Yay