Book of Rants, Opinions, and Random Topics 2

RTO: School

Welp, this was gonna happen. First of all, I hate school. (once again, except for orchestra, i'd be less happy at school if I didn't have it)
Also speaking of orchestra, the younger group in my Orchestra class went to Outdoor school. Turns out me and my friend Owen were the only ones in our grade group there. Today we were sent to the library since our teacher had to run a errand, and it felt weird being out. My enemy (Quincy, and fun fact he used to be a friend) was mad at me saying: "I hate you, you stabbed me in the chest". But yeah, I did, but it was more of a sharp poke. If I did it now, it'd be worse. That enemy said the same thing last time we were in the same location, out of class. Please get over it, that was last year. Anyways, when we got out the library early, some teacher asked us both where we went, and they sounded sarcastic or mean. (i didnt do anything wrong (recently) so pls stop)
ANYWAYS...back to the real rant.
School is okay...but some classes suck. Sometimes it's the teacher, sometimes it's the work. Sometimes it's both. Here's a list of the classes I dislike..
Science: Kinda mean teacher that gets frustrated easily when I make a mistake
Language Arts: teacher expects us to know everything about grammar and gives us homework
Orchestra: nah, just kidding. Best class ever.

And that's about all the classes I hate. Moving onto the community. Some people are nice, some people are not nice. (Elias, Quincy, aka my enemies) Luckily though, I'm a blue belt now (totally not bragging) and I showed a warning to Elias. He hit me in the stomach earlier one day and I hit him quickly as he got off the bus. He was about to try something as well. I haven't warned Quincy in any way yet. Anyways, the popular people....eh. Some are nice and the majority isn't. I remember some girl in my class that said they were afraid of everyone in my school of being jerks, but oh look how the tables turned..........?
But yeah, sometimes teachers overload you with homework, quizzes, tests and target checks. I hate all of these, especially target checks.....(i did really bad on most of them)
Anyways, more about the community last year...More people last year were jerks. At the beginning of the year, I threw a pinecone over a fence and some kid asked me for my name and took pictures of me. Maybe. If he did that today, I would've taken the phone. I haven't seen the kid ever since, but the problem is.....I don't know if he goes to my school, what grade he's in, or why he did that. Good thing is that he never knew my name. By now, I've pretty much have 90% of me let it go, but 10% is still wanting revenge.

Buuuuut yeeah, This year, it's improved. Still some jerks I've known in the higher grade like Ethan, and that's about it. Tbh, I give the school a rating of 6/10.....Also, there's 4 quarters in the year and they come too fast, and simply not getting a good grade on a assignment trashes your grade...and yeah, I'm pretty much screwed since end of the quarter is coming soon and my grades are trash. All I can say about my grades is that I've been so used to bad grades that I basically hate report cards, and they're a waste of trees. The trees used to make them could've been made into useful books or tutorials...but I think I should name them...maybe 'Paper of Doom' or 'Motivation Killer'....or 'Depression Booster'. This is my point of view, so yours could be 'Paper of Bliss' or 'Mood Booster'.....Having bad grades most of my life really just sinks my mood to depression, and partially into the......suicidal zone. My behavior can change because of bad grades, slightly raising anger and sadness and lowering happiness. Bad grades usually can drain my hope and determination in trying to keep my grades up. If I keep getting bad grades, there will be a point where I've been used to it too much that I don't even care anymore. But....yeah. This may not have been the brightest chapter, but that's because I'm just not happy with the way life is now. I act different in school than I do here because being depressed in school brings bad attention and causes rumors. You can see what struggles I'm gonna experience in my Conversations tab. See you in the next chapter.