This Hard Life..

Chapter 5 .

I didn't wanna go home at all so I decided to go to the park instead. I sat at the park & listen to my music. I began to cry just thinking about my past & all I've been through.I felt a tap on my shoulder & I turned around & it was my sister. Man I actually thought that was Malik this time lol.

I quickly wiped my tears.

sister: guh tf u crying fa. she always got to say summ smart. lol I love ha tho.

me: guh nun.

sister: yea yea yea watevaa, just know ya ass in trouble when you get home ma bf  been looking for u & u know how he is about us not coming home or leaving without telling him.

I quickly got up and wiped my face some more.

me: leggo bruh.

the whole back I was getting hot I already knew I was in trouble. man I wish my ma was here, she don't even know this goes on. I got home and went straight in my room. I got comfortable & drifted off to sleep. I woke up around.... 5:30 , 6:00 . I started thinking about earlier today & why he hasn't said anything yet.I got up used the bathroom & crept to my little sister room. she was sleep so I quietly closed her door. soon as I turned my face, I felt this hard hot slap across my left cheek. my knees got weak & I just fell down to my knees. a warm tear fell down my left cheek. he told me to get up before I wake my sister. I got up & went tor my room & closed my room door. I went in my drawer & got my matching bra & panties set. they were all black. then I grabbed a big T-shirt & went to my bathroom. I turned the shower so it could get hot, as I stripped I seen my face it was a big bruise..  & hopped right in.

I took a Good 30 min shower. put on my night clothes & some tights so I could run down to the kitchen to grab a snack I wasn't hungry so That's why I got a snack.

on my way back upstairs to my room my ma was coming out of the living room &  seen the bruise on my left cheek.

ma: Mariah Chemise Davis!!

me: (looks down ).Yes

ma: who did that to your face ?

me: I bumped into my door.

ma: you sure honey?

me: Yes ma'am.

Ion know why I won't just tell my ma how her bf does me. I wonder if he does this to my little sister . why me?