This Hard Life..

Chaper 6

I went up to my ro

om & fell asleep. I woke up around 6:30 & got up to do my hygiene things & walked in my closet and pick out my outfit. I picked out some cut / acid washed high waste jeans, a black crop top with Boss in white letters. with my Oreo J's put my black studs & a silver chain. then I flat ironed my hair & grabbed my purse, iPhone & house key & walked to the bus stop. I don't know what to do today because I haven't told my parents about the fight or the suspension so I pretended to go to the bus stop. I decided to take a walk so i  put my headphones in.& walked . I really wasn't in the mood I have an headache & my left cheek still looked bruise I hurried up & put make up over it. as I was walking I I began to cry. I seen a bench & sat there. looking up to the sky asking God why? I said a prayer & wiped my tears. still sitting there thinking about my life & how it will be 10 yrs from now. will I ever find love? why does my ma bf do this? will my mom find out?...  ughhh! I finally got out of my thoughts & began walking home. my ma & her bf are gone to work by now so I'm just gonna go lay down & watch tv.

I got home locked the door & walked upstairs to my room closed & locked it. looked at my phone & seen 5 unread text messages. I opened them & They Was from my bestfriend Alexis, my boy bestfriend Tavarus, a girl name Jessica & this other girl name Vanessa. Ohhhh I didn't tell y'all about my both best friend! That's my nigga I fwu heavyyy lol.

Tavarus..not fat not skinny, funny asf always make me smile, always checks on me, he's like a Brother I neva had. he taller than me, brown skin, same grade, and dark brown eyes. a low fro. ohh & he can rap. (:

Anyways they was just asking me why wasn't I at school. I texted them back put my phone on my night stand & fell asleep.