this is my therapy

Coping with a loss

I haven't been coping.

I am not writing this to get more reads, I am writing this to tell people why I haven't been writing as much.

On the 29th July, I lost my best friend of 7 years due to misdiagnoses.

I found out by Facebook as I had moved away from him three months prior to his death. He was 17 when he passed on and was in his second year of college.

I knew him from secondary and he became my close friend along with another person who shared his name. We legit nerd out and when my other 'friends' started being little bitches, him and the other close friend would just sit at the edgy of the field and burn stuff. (we were edgy af). I was a year older then him so I left school to go to college but hung out with them as well as help them with college stuff.

When I became homeless (thats for another time), he found out within twenty four hours as well as my half brother (again, for another time). He didn't think of me any differently and was still there.

When  I moved out of the area, we still talked and hung out, when I had bus fare.

When I moved to another part of the uk, still talked.

When I broke up with someone, he was there.

I regret not phoning him before he died and seeing him via facetime.

Don't be like me, hang out with people and be there for them