Novaa Point Of View
I sat on the ground singing lightly to myself while rocking my body side by side...staring off in space.
"Hold on I still want you...come back I still need you.." tears rolled down my eyes.
Every time I think about this...I just start crying...every morning and I can't stop it.
I miss him and I know he isn't coming back..
I sighed roughly and stood up to my feet, wiping my tears and dusting my clothes off.
I hid my cuts with a long sleeve and began to walk down the stairs. My mom still doesn't know about my...problem..
I walk towards To the fridge only to be hit by Milo. I swear this stupid dog gets on my nerves. I think cats are much better.
I kicked him away lightly and got a water bottle
I really didn't want to be here on earth..I didn't make sense to me why I was here..there's was no point in marking me. I have no one here who loves me..I'm not happy here..I'm suffering with depression and I fucking hate it..
The door bell rung
I rolled my eyes and walked slowly to the door and opened it seeing Jahseh and Aidan. Aidan was crying.
I raised my eyebrows
"Watch him" Jahseh said as he pushed Aidan inside
"You can't just leav-" I began to say
"Novaa I got to go. Some bitch ass nigga beating on my mom right now" he said annoyed
I nodded slowly and took Aidan in
"Aidan come here real quick" Jahseh asked bending down to his level "imma be safe and momma gon be safe" he lifted his shirt reveling a gun in his pants " you ain't got nothing to worry about so stop bitching aight?"
Aidan wiped away his tears and nodded
I sighed and pulled Aidan into the room
"Before I go.. I just want to apologize for everything I did to aight ? I'm deeply sorry . I never meant to hurt you all I wanted was to take care of you but you were being disrespectful towards me. I'm sorry for messing up your plan and laying my hands on you. We ain't got to be friends but I really hope we become close, I'm telling you were exactly alike.." Jahseh said while he stared into my eyes
"It's...okay" I nodded slowly before breaking the eye contact
He sighed and walked away
I closed the door and made my way towards Aidan.
"You okay?" I asked while bending down to his size
He shook his head. He looked frightened
I wiped the tears falling from his eyes and pulled him into a hug
"How about we go out for ice cream? And then see a movie. You can have all the sweets you want " I say trying to make him feel better
"I want my mom" he cried some more
"Aidan Jahseh is right. Everything is going to be okay , he has the everything under control. You'll be with your mom in no time "
It took some time before I got Aidan to stop crying, but he cooled down
This was wack. I was completely out of it this month and had no type of energy to write this. I thought of it but I could never bring myself to this. I still am going to keep writing because I feel so strong about this story but it will probably take some time .
