Chapter 1 Part 6

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Novaa's Point Of View

I picked up the blade off of my desk and tried to find an clear space on my arm to cut. I found one and began slicing horizontally

"Open the door Novva, you've been in here for too long" I heard my God mom said as she kept knocking at the door

I watched as the blood quickly arises then start dripping down my forearm...then to my fingers

I searched the cabinets for any pills prescribed to my mom so I could take.

I'm not trying to kill myself...I'm already dead.

"Novaa I'm heading out with Cleopatra and Monica, Jahseh is downstairs "

"Mhm" I say making sure she knew I was listening just so she wouldn't come in the bathroom

By the time I had found the pills there was blood every but it was drying up a bit

I grabbed the razor and cut my other arm...watching it bleed

I sat down, back against the door and sighed

"Fuck" I whispered to myself as felt myself getting light headed

I got the the alcohol that was right next to me and began chugging it down like it was nothing, then taking the pills after, just 2 to 4 maybe...I grabbed my neatly rolled blunt and began smoking.

I was dead inside

I wanted to be out for only about six hours but I'm probably going die after that

I chuckled to myself, drinking more alcohol then slowly laying on the ground

Jahseh Point Of View

Mrs Elise had let me over her house before she left, she told me that Novaa was in the bathroom for a few hours and wouldn't get out. So of course she just let her do her . I honestly think that somethings wrong, staying in the bathroom for that long wasn't normal...I mean she isn't normal but this was just a bit extreme

Once I entered her house I quickly ran upstairs to the bathroom and tried twisting the doorknob, of course it was locked. I banged my body against the door , opening the door.

Lots of blood

She was laying on the ground, multiple pill bottles, alcohol , a blunt and knife was found

"What the fuck..." I mumbled to myself "Novaa what the fuck"

I quickly ran to her side and lifted her hand

"Jahseh?" She smiled

She was out of it

I picked her bridal style and walked towards her room

I placed her on her bed and quickly got her trash can, placing it on her lap. I put my two fingers down her throat causing her to vomit every pill she took

"Stop..." she frowned as she vomited some more

I sighed and took the can away and watch her lay down

I brought the trash can to the bathroom and dumped the vomit in the toilet, I cleaned up the can and washed the stains on the bathroom ground so her mom wasn't curious about some things.

I couldn't believe she would do something like that....

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