How do I tell him? ( prinxiety and logicality)

Train To Kill. Kill To Please.

Femi's P.O.V.

Lea took me into the forest and she told me to be 'as quiet as a cloud on a sunny day' in which I responded 'if the day is sunny, then water will evaporate until the clouds cannot hold any more water and they become as loud as a lions roar.' She told me not to get smart with her so I complied. We came to a cleared up part of the forest where a camp seems to have been set up.

"Lea, another one!?!! "Said a voice from behind.

"Trust me, Amy. She could be exactly what we need." Lea replied

"Or she could be as terrible and vicious as Ania. Believe me this time. I am trust. I get a pretty bad feeling about her ." Amy contridicted

"We do NOT speak of her name. She is refered to as what she truly is."

"Who is Ania?" I asked

"Ania is Thomas' depression. Her name means sorrow and trouble in greek. She wanted to be one of us. We trained her to fight the evil of all bad ones. One day, we were battling the dark ones and she fell in love with their leader, Zac, whose name means crazy or insane. She started turning to the much darker side and used her powers to an extent in which it cause harm to Thomas. We used up all of our magic to create an area of the mind where those evil ones stay."

"Ania got out. "I stated

"That's impossible!" Amy shouted

"By any chance, does she have wings that are two different colors?"

"We have to train you starting tomorrow." Amy said bluntly.

"Excuse me, did you just say train me?"

"Yes. We must get you ready for battle." Lea agreed.

"Battle? Oh no i dont fight. I embody love and care. Fighting sort of goes against everything I stand for."

"Will you kill or will you be killed?" Amy questioned

"I'd rather be killed! Thomas is fine without me. Morality can do my job for me. Heck, he always does my job. I can't do anything." I replied

"And that's what we're here for. We're gonna train you to do things right." Lea said

"I'll show you to your bunk. Follow me." Amy commanded.

"O-okay"

She took me to a worn out looking tent that smelled terrible. I stepped inside and it was pretty nice. My sleeping bag was nice and neat,a lantern was set up for me, and there was a pillow on the sleeping bag.

"Training starts at 5am sharp." Amy stated and then walked away.

   I lie down on the sleeping bag and turn off the lantern. I am stuck in here with my thoughts and my blade.