Hey guys! I am so so sorry it has taken me months to write this but I had a moment and it took me a while to get over it.
triggers: self harm and some swearing
here is chapter 3
Phils pov
I was left dumbfounded in my bed just staring at the ceiling trying to process what had just happened.
Why did Dan run? He probably regrets he ever did it.
I slowly got up from my bed and walked to the door and went looking for the man who I loved to pieces.
I knocked on his door and walked in to find him on the floor with something shiny in his hand.
He looked like he saw a ghost and threw the shiny object under the bed and rolled down his sleeves.
Oh my god! I thought to myself.
"Dan? Are you okay?" I asked timidity just in case he would block me out.
He looked back up at me with tears in his eyes.
I slowly walked up to him and sat next to him and put my arm round him hoping he would put his head on my shoulder. All he did was walk out of the room and slammed the bathroom door and locked it.
shit!! I thought.
Dans pov
I couldnt handle being so close to him.
I love him so much but he looked at me as if I was broken. He saw me nearly.
knock! knock!
Oh god! He is outside to door and there is blood everywhere.
"Dan! Please don't do it, your perfect just the way you are!" Phil yelled through the door. "Please just unlock the door so I can help you"
I got crawled from the corner to the door to unlock it. Once it was unlocked I quickly crawled back to the corner of blood.
Phils Pov
I heard the door unlock. I slowly opened the door to revel a Dan in a pool of his own blood. I gasped and ran to him.
Fighting against Dan to let me help him.
"Daniel Howell! Let me help you!" I yelled at him. I can't believed i yelled at him.
He looked so scared. The next thing that happens startles me. He kissed me so hard he landed on my chest. We got caught in the moment until Dan stopped breathing.......
Cliffhanger!!
sorry guys x
next chapter soon x
