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Diary entry 06

Dear diary,

I didn't go to school... again

It was because of the girls who gave me a beating.

My bruises got worse and cuts were added to my arm.

I was lonely again...

I stared at the mirror again, looking at the reflection of a dead girl .

There was a cut on my lip.

I did nothing today. I only just read my books getting myself into it.

I always wanted to be in a book myself.

I wanted to live in a story where "jung ah" doesn't exist and someone else useful and prettier does.

I didn't want to be  jung ah...

I just wanted to become a ghost, something that is invisible to the point where everyone forgot about it. or to the point no one knew you.

I wanted to be a nobody who i really was...

I wanted to be ... dead, which i already was.