Part Nineteen: Levi

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Levi's Point of View: crazymak316

I panted slightly and let out a heavy sigh whilst looking down upon the male below me. Once again my words seemed to go right through him, and he heard no sound that uttered. I furrowed my brows and watched him in his dazed state, knowing fully that I was the cause. 

Because he loved me, or who he thought I was at least.

Though there was no denying it now, that I felt something, even if it was slightly there. Perhaps it was because I never experienced it before, and I was needy. Or because Eren was younger it was something new and invigorating. I wasn't sure was it was exactly, just that it was, in fact, there.

He grabs my attention once more when he whispers my name and begins to whine and beg for me. I can feel my pants tighten and I close my eyes, willing the thoughts away. With that I begin to dismount the brat, despite that same feeling deep down. I couldn't.

I walked away and began to leave, feeling disgusting for my previous choices. I even went so far as to open the tent flap, but stopped right there again. I hated the sense of questioning myself, and feeling like the world around me was wrong...no, that I was wrong in the world around me. 

I shook my head, but found myself unmoving. I glance back at the brat, dried tears down his cheeks, swollen lips from where mine had made their mark, panting, and flushed. All because of me.

My pupils dilated again and with the presence of just us two in the tent, I made my way back, as if I was really the wayward dog, finding my way back home. The brunette was my tether, and fuck I was being pulled, closer and closer, like a fish on a line.

When I stood before Eren again, I paused once more, looking down at him. I slowly started to unbuckle my gear, and slip it off. I was sinning, and I could lose my job, but there was no deny I had an attraction to the brat. 

His ass, his thighs, his face, those eyes. I didn't even care if he was crazy. I wanted to ravish him, I still did, and he seemed to want it as much as I did.

"I shouldn't be doing this, Eren. But I know you want me. And...I'm losing control." I breathe out, and climb back into him. "Tell me, what exactly do you want from me? Besides love?"

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