Another Love Story

Chapter 12

All the things she said... Is running through my head...This is not enough... I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost... If I'm asking for help it's only because being with you has opened my eyes Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?  I keep asking myself, wondering how... I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out...  Want to fly to a place where it's just you and me... Nobody else so we can be free...I can try to pretend, I can try to forget...  But it's driving me mad, going out of my head.

                                      SEBASTIAN P.O.V Part 3

My alarm woke me up letting me know another day started. I punch it softly and sat down looking around at my dorm. Everything was dull now, without color or reason... I have been dating the human girl for a week now...  Honestly getting out of the dorm room was really painful now. Dating the human girl became such a hassled that I kept forgetting her name. So I just called her baby. I never called her love or sweetheart and never doll face... Those nicknames were for the love of my life...

I got ready for the school day in a daze... I spend some time with my girlfriend then after school went to spend the only time I could with Amara.  I so used to the quiet that I was just doing the dishes quietly when her gazed penetrated my little bubble. I turned to stare at her softly and she seems like she wanted to say something. I smiled sweetly at her and leaned against the counter staring at her seductively.

"You have something on your mind Dollface?" She pursed her lips not liking the nickname. This girl was amazing. SHE had a doll face. I often would give girls nicknames of the most noticeable part of their bodies. They like it. My Amara? She detested it. Too bad.

"I..." She looked at the water. I kept staring at her. "I..." She suddenly turned and stared at me. "We are friends right?" I smirk looking down at her.

"Yes. We are." She blushed and I wish I could kiss her.  I really love kissing her lips in mid blush. Her lips were warmer, with the blush... She was going to make my blue balls even worse tonight.

"How are you and Jennifer?" Jennifer! That's the girls' name. My smirk turned into a full-blown smile.

"We are perfect,"  I said sarcastically. I made sure she knew I was being sarcastic too.  She looked at the water. I watched her with pure curiosity, now. "What is it, Amara?"

"Have you have sex with Jennifer yet?" I'm pretty sure my jaw drop to the floor. It took me a minute to compose myself. I felt the smiled dying down on my lips.

"What if I had?" I whispered to her. I was in too big a shock to be mad. She gulped and looked down. 

"I have no right... I know-"

"Then why ask?" My tone was harsh and I didn't mean to... But this girl was really weird... She was giving me the impression of not wanting to be with me. Yet didn't want me to be with another girl...

"I'm being selfish." She murmured more to herself than me. All of the sudden she drop what she was doing and walked away. I stared at her stun...  I finished the work for her then went to my dorm room...

I kept thinking about Amara's question over and over again...I could not sleep at all. And that's when I knew Amara's question affected me more than I wanted to... So I had to break up with the girl... It would be useless to keep a relationship with Jennifer when I was wanting Amara... So I waited impatiently for her at lunch. She walked in with her food and gave me a really big kiss. I deepened the kiss just to give her a last kiss.