A/N Hey guys! If you read these I want to thank you because you know, you're epic. So, I'm uploading again for you. I hope you guys like it! Bye bye Little Masters!!! <3 ;+; Oh! And uhhh.....warning. This may trigger you. So, please, read with care.
Andy's pov
Once we get to the park, Destery and Ashley bolt out of the car with CC hot on their heals. Once it get out of the back seat, I help Iris out of the hers. She whispers her thanks and she blushes. She is always so beautiful. We see the guys smiling and laughing in front of us. Jake turns around and makes a silly face at Iris and she laughs. The same laugh I fell in love with. "Hey Jinxx come here!" he walk over to me and I say, "So back at Ihop you seemed upset when I put my arm around Iris but the others seemed pretty stoked. Why?" a smile plays at his lips then he says, "There was a beat between me and the guys saying that you would make a move on her." I blush and he laughs. We walk over to everybody else and I see Iris help Destery get on her lap and she begins to bounce him. He giggles and smiles ever so radiantly. But then I notice Iris constantly looking over her shoulder and looking around. She's looking for him, making sure he's not here. I get a mixture of anger, sadness, and some thing else when I see her doing that. She looks over at me and smiles a little bigger. She holds my gaze for a few more seconds before Ashley calls her. I frown a little but I wasn't mad. I notice Destery wasn't around I scan the playground and I feel a tug on my shirt. I look down and see him. "Oh hey buddy! I didn't see you." I say and kneel in front of him. He giggles a little and says, "So do you like my sissy?" I blush a bit and say, "Why do you ask?" "Because I see you looking at her in a funny way. You look out for her. And you take her away sometimes to talk to her." I smile a bit and say, "Do you not want me to do that anymore?" his eyes widen and he says, "NO! She's never had a boyfriend. But,one day she was gone and I was in her room. I saw a notebook under her bed and took it. I don't know how to read, so I was wondering if you would read it to me?" I smile and nod. "Yay!! Can you make me be an airplane?!" I stand up and swoop him into the air. He squeals and laughs. After a while at the park we go home for dinner. Jinxx makes spaghetti and everyone else watches tv and Jake plays with his guitar a bit. Iris looks at him and says, "Can you teach me how to play Coffin?" he gives her the guitar and shows her where to put her fingers and they laugh when she does something wrong. We eat dinner and I see Destery getting a little tired. "Come on buddy. Let's go to bed. I'll tuck you in and I'll have Iris sing to you." he nods his head and I hold his hand as we walk up the stairs. I help him get into his pjs and lay him down. He pulls out the notebook he was talking about earlier. I sit on his bed and open it up. "So today Destery did the cutest thing" I started. "We were playing out in the back yard when he saw a butterfly. After sneaking up on it, he grabbed it ever so carefully and showed it to me saying how he was going to keep it from all of the dangers of the world. When it flew away he looked at me and said, "He'll always be protected." I see Destery smile and I continue. "We went in when our parents got home though. I told him I loved him more than he could ever know and I sang to him like I did every night." I pause when I see her hand writing go from beautiful to horrible scrawl. I read some before going on to Destery. I finch at what she says and so instead of reading what she said, I say to an almost asleep Destery, "I'll always love him." I see him almost asleep when his door opens. I see a very angry, raged, Iris. "I'm going to sing to him." I close the notebook and she rips it out of my hands. I flinch but she doesn't see it. I close the door and walk to my room. Why did I read it?! He said it was hers. Why would I?! I hear a loud thumping noise on my door making me jump. It flings open before I reach it to see Iris. Her face is blood red and her eyes have changed from, soft beautiful eyes, to dangerous hate filled ones. "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" "I'm sorry! I don't know--" "Bullshit! You did and I want a truthful answer." she growls, daring me to go against her. I sigh and say, "He wanted me to read to him. I only read about the good memory of you and him and the butterfly." With smoldering eyes, she closes my door to keep Destery from hearing. "What about afterwards when I talk about my dad hitting me? About cutting?! What about that huh? That was next! Why wouldn't you read that to him?" I look away and say, "Because he doesn't need to relive that." I look back to see her tear up. I walk over to her carefully, making sure she doesn't get scared. I wrap her in a hug carefully and she puts her head on my chest. "I hate you Andy." I smile knowing she doesn't really mean it. I kiss the top of her head and then on the side. She lift her head up and looks at me. All the time around us freezes. I look into her now soft and beautiful eyes. I slowly lean in and she stays there, frozen. Once I'm an inch off of her lips, she puts her for head to mine. I slowly let out a sigh not wanted to upset her. She pulls out of my arms and says, "I'm sorry Andy...." and walks out. I just stand there. I was so close. But then again, she might still be scared. I pull off my shirt and pants and go to bed in my boxers. Once I fall asleep, I wake up after what seems like minutes have passed, to crying. I bolt out of my room and listen. It's not from Destery and it's too feminine to be the guys. Iris. I run to her room and push the door open. I see the bathroom door closed so I run to it. The lights are on so I push the door open not caring about anything other than finding out what's going on. I see her in the bathtub with a blade to her wrist. Her head snaps over and she meets me with her eyes. "Iris, put that away baby. Please, put that away, you don't want to do that ok? Baby please listen to me." I beg stepping forward carefully. "No, I do want to." she start to drag it across her arm.....right over a large looking vein. No......
