My Life, My Rules, My Thug

Chapter 14

Tracy P.o.v

If your all wondering how the court thing did in regards to my daughter it went great I got my little girl back, and I'm so happy. I still haven't told Lyza about her though, I know I should have but I just didn't. Since I didn't tell Lyza about Jessica I had to tell Lyza I was going away on business. I'm in Atlanta right now, cause that's where the court that Jessica's mother set up was, and also I needed to pick up my daughter.

"Daddy I'm finished" Jessica said to me. We were in McDonalds.

"Okay, let's go" I said back to her as she got up, and we headed towards my car. I drove down to Atl, Why? well honestly I don't know but after I saw about that plane crash on T.V, we could just say I've been a little bitch about getting on planes since. We had been driving for about 6hours now and we stopped at Mcdonalds so babygirl could eat. We had 8 hours left to go. Till we got to the Bronx. I wasn't taking Jessics to my house I needed to tell Lyza first, about Jessica. I was taking her to my parents house. I still haven't thought of what I was going to tell them when I walk in with a 10year old little girl. I needed to think.

J P.o.v

Fuck life! Fuck this! Fuck fucking cramps! I swear I hate this time of the fucking month. I'm extra hormonal. Extra violent. and In Extra fucking pain. Jahrel left the house to get me some chocolate, and he said he would rub my belly when he got back. He makes me happy, he's the only person I didn't throw a knife at for trying to touch me. I remember when I was 19, Ty came a tried to tickle me while I was on my period, I threw a knife at him and it went straight though his hand, you could see it from both sides. He needed 34 stitches but it wasn't my fault I warned him not to touch me.

"Babyy I'm backk" I heard Rel sing throughout the house. I swear this boy doesn't know how bad he sounds.

"Where's my chocolate" I screamed as I searched the bag.

"It's in this bag dum dum" he said throwing the bag at me and jumping on the bed. I was eating my chocolate when Rel asked

" What do you want to watch on Netflix"

"Insidious" I can't lie I'm a sucker for scary movies fuck those romance movies.

"Okay" Rel said looking for the movie.

"Wait J The Croods is on here!" Rel said pressing play before I could tell him not to.

" I don't want to watch the Croods" I said with a mouth full of chocolate.

"To bad, eat your chocolate." he said putting his finger over my mouth, and pulling me closer to him as he rubbed my belly. Fuck his magic fingers, it felt like God was touching my stomach.

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Tracy P.o.v

"Mom?" I said while walking through the house with Jessica

"Come in the living room" my mom screamed. I walked to the living room holding Jessica's hand when my mom said "hey sweetie, and who's this?"

"Mom I'd like you to meet Jessica my daughter with Erica" I said looking down at Jessica then back at my mom

"Oh, um why is it that I'm just hearing about this?" she asked with a confused look. Then I began explaining how I got Jessica back for good, and what I needed her to do so I could talk to Lyza. Surprisingly my mom wasn't crazy about me not telling her but she just agreed and just like that I was on my way to see Lyza, back on the road again but this time without my road dawg Jessica.

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"Hey baby, you miss me?" I said walking in the house and seeing Lyza in the kitchen putting food on two plates.

"Traccccyyyyy!" Lyza screamed coming towards me attacking me with kisses anywhere she could reach.

"Go sit I'm coming with the plates" she said wobbling back to the plates causing me to laugh. I sat down as Lyza put a plate in front of me and her. We began eating and I spoke

"Lyza, I have something very serious I need to tell you, I'm not sure how your going to react but I feel like we've come to this point in our relationship where I can tell you anything with forgiveness." I said looking her in her eyes

"Continue" she said

"Okay, well about 10years before I met you I had a daughter with my girlfriend from then, when my daughter was born I was so happy I felt as if my life was complete then my daughters mother began sleeping around so I ended our relationship but was still apart of my daughters life. When my daughter was about 2 her mother took me to court and brought up my gang shit and got full custody and I wasn't able to contact her at all. A few months ago I got a call from a blocked number but I answered anyways, and it was my daughter, she told me that she was 10 and her mother would beat her and she wasn't happy. So when I told you I was going away for business I was actually going for my court date and considering I won, pick up my daughter." I said to her I wanted her to know everything no secrets.

"whats, what's her name?" Lyza managed to say.

"Jessica" I answered

"That's beautiful, where is she?" she asked

"With my mom I wanted to talk to you before I brought her here." I said to her

"Well, I'm happy you told but although I'm not so happy you have a daughter already, I am happy that you were honest about it all." she spoke.

"Okay, your coming with me to pick her up tomorrow right?" I asked

"Of course, I can't wait to meet her if she looks anything like her father she's probably gorgeous." she said getting up from the table clearing our plates. This is why I loved Lyza, she was always so forgiving, and I can't wait for her to meet Jessica.

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