Photographs [ Cha Hakyeon] ✔️

25

I am standing here holding her weak body in my arms..

Soked in cold downpour..

Listening to her warm heartbeat..

......................... It was the exact opposite of this, that day.. she was standing cold at my door, when I embraced her in a hug, not knowing, what has happened, to make a, always cheer full, lively girl turning into a lost soul.. a living mess....................

......................................................

The sun finally showed up between the rainy clouds..

Few sunbeam shining on her pale skin..

She is finally sleeping, after that hours of terror of being alone in the dark..

I cursed myself, for never being there for her in the past..

But when I tired.. she pushed me away..

......................... She caged herself for days.. not saying anything.. not telling anything.. just crying miserably.. making everyone worried.. untill JISOO told me the truth.....................................

.....................................................

Covering her with a warm sheet..

Caressing her cold hands..

Removing few strand of hair which was disturbing her peaceful sleep..

I decide to go home now..

But something stopped me..

Its her.. holding the sleeve of my sweater... Mumbling.. mumbling to say something.. like telling me not to go.. but no words comes out..

Pain filled my heart.. thinking will I ever be able to hear her say my name...

..........................I watched her sleeping lifelessly.. her aunt told me she took some sleeping pills.. my heart sunk, looking at this sight of her... Which I have never seen before.. love can make you smile but confusion in love, can destroy your life.. I knew her heart wanted WonKeun.. but why her head lead her to Jisoo.. after Wonkeun, Jisoo was the most close to her heart.. I was always there but just as a friend..