I'm fine, no really
I've pushed away all that I'm feeling
So that nothing remains for you to question.
Because I can't deal with anything within.
I tried to tell you.
But you didn't have any clue.
I'm scared, she's faking
I'm panicking, attention taking
Cutting to feel, Bragging for attention
But how I really feel I never mentioned.
I smile, I laugh.
It's all just a mask
A lie that's become me.
But I know you'll never see.
Because a simple I'm fine is all you need.
To dismiss anything.
As long as she seems happy.
The truth is something I can't take
Breaking down, giving in to hate.
I can't hurt anyone.
If they don't know what's going on.
So I keep it all in
Laughing but dying within.
My mask is perfect.
You'd never know.
Until I suddenly disappeared, in a wisp of smoke.
But for now I'm surviving
Hanging by a thread.
It's funny how easily convinced you are.
And how far
A simple I'm fine.
Can truly go.
YOU ARE READING
Poem book.
Poetrya book of poetry, written by me. everything in here is original. Some may be triggering, cause I'm little messed up. But honestly who isn't?
