100 tula tungkol sa L.O.V.E

An act

I act as if I'm tough
I act as if I'm happy
I act as if no war is engaging in our house
I act as if I don't care
But that all is just an act

I wear my sweet smile in front of them
And in the back there are tears falling in my cheeks
After the long pretending
When I can I not act

Whereas I smile without acting
Im tough without crying
I am happy without hesitation
I smile at front and even more in back

When can that happen?
Because it seems like nothing will change
Screams, cursing words
I'm tired of it

Please stop, please stop
Let me atleast be me
Me, who I never been
Me, whom I must show