Chapter 58

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Y/n
After everyone helped me get Justin he woke up and ignored me.
I was laying on my bed looking at the celling, just thinking am I meant to be with Justin? We been together for 2 months, I feel like he still has feeling for Selena! She is way prettier than me, she has a better body than me, she has a better smile then me! I'm just a ugly stupid fat girl that everyone hates!
I'm not prefect, I don't have an amazing voice, I'm just a normal girl! That Justin has! How does he even like me! Look at me!
I didn't even notice that I was standing in front of my mirror, I turn to my right and look at my belly, Yep I'm fat! I face the mirror my face is ugly! My hair is normal! Just a blond girl! My eyes are blue! Their to big! I'm not even special! I don't have big hips! My thighs are to dam big! My lips are to small! My eyelashes are to small! My ears are to big! I weight 85 pounds that's to much!
I'm so small! Let's just say....
I'm ugly!
I wipe my tears away and look at myself again!
Jasmine: Y/n? Are you crying?
You turn around fast
Y/n: No!
You say in a shaky voice
Jasmine: What's wrong?
She asked worried
Y/n: Where's Justin?
You change the subject
Jasmine: He's in Chaz's room
You nod your head ok
Jasmine: No tell me what's wrong?
Y/n: Nothing's wrong?
Jasmine: Y/n!
She warns you
Y/n: I'm ugly!
Jasmine: Where did you get this from!
Y/n: Look at me! I'm fat, ugly, and stupid!
Jasmine: No your not! I don't want you to say that anymore! Do you understand!
You nod your head ok
Jasmine comes up to you and hugs you tight!
* dinner *
You changed to short pj shorts and put Justin's big hoodie which went to your thighs so you couldn't see your shorts
You removed your makeup and put your hair and a bun
You weren't even hungry but Jasmine made me eat
You walked in but the only sit was beside Justin!!
Crap!
You sit beside him but don't move close to him!
Jasmine passed out the food and you just looked at the food
Chaz: Y/n? Are you going to eat?
You look at him and nod your head yes
Bing
You look at your phone and see Justin tweeted something
You put your phone under the table and unlock your phone and read the tweet
Your heart stopped
He tweeted
@Justinbieber:
Are we even meant to be?
You just keep reading the tweet again and again!
Did he really mean that? Does he still love me? Does he hate me? Is he over me? Does he still love Selena? Are we over?
Tears were threaten to fall out....they did though
Everyone looked at you confused
Chaz: Umm.. Y/n? Are you ok?!
He asked worried
You looked up at him and everyone else
Y/n: Yeah? Why?
You sniffed
Chaz: B-
Y/n: Let's eat!
You faked a smile
Everyone looked at you weird
Everyone was talking and laughing you were the only one who was quit and didn't talk to anyone you were just in space, you haven't ate yet!
You wanted to cry so bad
Y/n: Are we over?!
You blurt out
Everyone stooped talking and laughing and looking at you weird
Justin turned to look at you
Justin: What are you talking about?
Y/n: The tweet?!
Justin: That meant nothing!
He snapped
Y/n: Oh Really?! Because it sounded like you don't want me anymore!
You spat back
Justin: What if I don't!
He snapped at you again
That hurt you an so many ways
Ryan: Justin! Shut up!
You get up and take his jacket off and throw at him
Y/n: Were over!
You cried
And ran upstairs
Justin got up fast and ran after you
You were about to shut the door hard but Justin pushed it away and got you and kissed you with passion like he never wanted to lose you
You closed your eyes and kissed back with passion to
As much you wanted to push him away you didn't want to lose him ever!
After 10 minutes of making out you broke apart
Justin: Were not over! I'm not losing you!
He voice sound so deep but still with so much passion
You nodded your head yes fast and pulled his neck and kissed him again

Long chapter🐶
In the beginning if the story it talks about how girls think their not perfect
First no girl is perfect! Your perfect in your own way, your beautiful in your own way to! Don't let anyone tell you that your ugly, fat, stupid, and ECT! Their just people that don't have hearts, just ignore them! Your beautiful in every single way💕

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