My heart is broken,
The string is cut.
Life is supposed to be good
Except it's anything but.
I'm cleaning my head.
No more dreadful memories.
No more haunting nightmares
That lurked in my dreams.
What I expected
Just wasn't true.
It wasn't time
For me to love you.
I know I was even
Lying to myself
When I said I loved you.
It just wasn't felt.
This mutual connection,
This dreamy state.
I can't accept it was real.
No, I won't participate.
Knowing you, I wouldn't leave you,
But that is the thing. It's you I don't know.
Please don't expect me to perceive you,
For our relationship just won't grow.
Alas, be free from my life.
All you are doing is harm.
I need to go through my strife
Just all on my own.
