Hell is not a place. Hell is people.

Ch. 3 Life with Step dad

      It took a few weeks after my mom an dad left us alone an wasnt sighted until i was able to go back to school. Every day before my mom or my dad Lue would come in after school or during school to try an get me back. The teachers almost let this happen a few times but my step dad was notified before she got far with me. He some how always managed to get me back, I thought this time maybe some one does still love me. I mean if he tryed so hard why wouldn't he? Or maybe I was just a naived child at the time.
        I still didnt know who my real dad was. And I did ask him if he was my dad an he said yes but Lue also told me he was my dad, my father so who should I belive? I still didn't understand my abilitys were difrent I thought every one had them but just didn't use them because of the law or some thing that wouldn't let them. Like I saw I was a kid, a young one at that I still didn't know every thing and I still don't now. Anyways I tryed my best not to use my powers in fear my dad now would hate me just like my other father and my mother, but some times i couldn't help it an my powers would go off. My life for the past 4 months haven't been to bad, I'm not spoiliold like before but I'm loved or at least I thought I was. We'd go to the park and play at home when he had the chance. Most of the time he was working and I was left home alone. But it wasn't to bad, when I was alone I practiced my powers so they wouldn't go off when he was around. Which worked for quit a while I had fun when he was around and I quickly trusted him, loved him and I thought he loved me back hed say it all the time. He wouldn't let any of his girl friends be mean to me and if i didnt like them hed tell them by. But upset me alot is when he was sad, I knew he was sad I know he was. Somw how though he looked happy he was smileing an laughing but deep down I know he was depressed I mean he did loos his wife. Of course he would always pretend infront of me he didn't want to make me sad so I tryed to stay happy for him an get his mind off it. One day he bought me a video game so I could play well he's gone. During the game I got mad an I for got he was home and well my dad cought me using my powers. I got really mad when i was so far in the game an the power whent off erasing my vedio game. I started to scream, which woke up my father and caused him to come rushing down to me. It was a stuped mistake I was throwing a tantrum. I was 4 feet in the air floting, my eyes were glowing read and fire was below me as I was screaming "Stuped! Stuped! Stuped! Stuped game!!!" He screams an throws the remot into the tv braking the screen and controller, luckily I didn't catch the house of flames this time. But my dad saw me he really saw me. He stood at the end of the stairs stairing at me wide eyed moth droped, he couldn't belive what he was seeing. "D- demon" he whispered in fear. I turned hearing him that's when i knew what I did was wrong, what I am is wrong, who I am is wrong, I was a curse a demon not a person. I wasn't like every one eals my mom tryed to tell me, she explained I was difrent but she didnt saw what I was, she told me i was still good, I was just a child, I was like every one eals just speashal but at that moment an from there on out there was nothing speshal about me. I was a spon from hell not even my real dad wanted me and he was me so why would my fake dad want me? At that very second my child hood was distroyed, my life would never been the same, my hole life would be hatred and harm. "Your hells child! Not my son!" My step dad yelled to me. That's when my heart shattered when i had no more, when my life ended, or so I thought. No.... my life didnt end but it got worst much much worst. I fainted after he said that after thoughs words all I could remember was his words then darkness. I felt so alone now more then ever.
         I thought I was dead but I soon woke but not to any thing pleasent and I was out for hours. When my eyes finally opened I was in the basement with my dad and 3 other people. Each person excepted for my father were dressed in a all black cloak and a short white rope around there waists, I couldn't see there faces and all around was dark other then some some candle light that was in a circkle around me. My heart was beating so fast I didn't know what was going on "D-Da- dad" I hesitated on my words as I studdred with fear an was shaking. I could hear the men in cloaks talking at the same exact time but I couldn't understand them, they were speaking in a difrent language. He stood up slowly and heard the rattling of a chain but he only realized the chain was conected to his ankle as he took a step an fell to the ground. He started to cry, it really hurt and the grey cement ground was so cold. I snezze d as some white chock dust fling into the air, that's when i looked down to find a circkle. An opening, a porthole to hell "Daddy!" I cryed out in fear an started to pull my leg back agenst the restrength of the chained ankle. My father glared "I'm not your dad." He said in a seriouse an angery voice "Your mom was right. I do regret not giving you to her, I wish i did now that I know your a monster! A demon you never should of been born" after that was said I closed my eyes crying and shaking in fear as I curled up into a ball. I couldn't make words i was to frightened, to scared I didn't know what was going to happen next. "I'm sending you back were you came from! In the depths of hell! Like the demon you are! You don't belong on earth you evil being" his words hurt me i could do any thing it was over I have up physically and mentally at that moment. I had nothing left, I believed every word he said, all I did was mess up, like I said before if my own father an mother didnt want me why should any one eals, not when im like this... what I am. It sad, he fought so long for me and i tryed so hard to be a good kid but again I made a mistake and just because of that I'm casted out, for ever unwanted, unloved, uncared for, how can I been good when i dont know what good is an no one will tell me. Insted they just get ride of me so why shouldnt I be bad? Why should i be like every one wants me to be? when no cares enoff to love me or even keep me... And the worst part is it wasn't just my birthday that I was rejected from my true familly but 5 months later just as I thought I was loved I was thrown out again with out a second thought.
       Suddenly there was a bright light and the chanting words rose louder an louder. Suddenly all I could see was white and next my ears rang, they whent so loud I couldn't hear any thing eals, not a voice not a sound not even my own crys. I start to rise off the ground my wings start to come out an extend back back starts to bleed from this wasn't at my will they opened apond the chanters. My powers started to go hay wire, my hole body started to fell hot, hotter then ever before. It did hurt but it was very over wealming, my nails start to turn black once again and grow out into a point but what hurt the most was when my horns started to point out. They weren't so post to not yet, I had a few more years the pain gave me a head ack one that wouldnt go a way. It wasnt nornal and it only added to the excruciating pain I was feeling, it was only 2 seconds in and I couldn't handle the pain I started to scream and the hole circkle blasted with burning hot flames. It felt like my skin was being riped off me, the flames were so hot it melted the chains infact the metal not only melted the chains but burned a way the liquid metal as if it was never there. All I could feel was hatetrid and lost of being all of a sudden as if it was just like that i fell but the odd thing was it wasn't a 3 foot drop. It was miles an miles an miles down, I thought the drop would never of stoped it just kept going and going. Half way down I could feel heat
an when I finally felt myself slam agenst the ground it was like burring bones, I wasn't on earth any more.