" why the fuck were you just arrested?! Stella what the fuck I thought you were better than this you're grounded!" Shane yelled I just sat in the back feeling very depressed remember all those nights of cutting myself. " Stella did you hear me!" Shane snaps " yes" I mumble great one of the only people who actually care about me hates me now. Oh well. We get home and I run up stairs to my room. I started to read comments that usually cheers me up. I looked at my recent video and only saw hate comments. Well there goes good comments. You know what if no one loves me I'll just leave. I grabbed my camera " hey guys so I feel really bad right now and I'm sorry but I'm going to leave forever I love all of you and if any of my friends or family see this I love you all and this isn't your fault it's my decision so good of bye everyone." I turned the camera off and edited the video and sang one last song (an:I couldn't think of a song sorry) when I find her and uploaded the video I felt numb. I grabbed my knife that I keeps under the bed in case of a break in. I walked into the bathroom. I turned the water on and looked in the mirror tears were rolling down my face. I pressed the blade against my skin and pushed until I saw blood and felt my skin burning. I made a huge cut from my wrist to my forearm. I quickly did my other wrist I slowly got In the tub letting the warmth take over my body. I turned to see the door fling open as I blacked out.
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Guys the next chapter is special I'm not sure if this is going to be the end of the book yet should it be?
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Adopted by the best(adopted by Shane Dawson) COMPLETED
FanfictionWhen Stella a 13 year old orphan girl wishes to end it all a new light decides to show her a better way
