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Happy.
Think.
Fear.
Mistake.
Punishment.
A formula to a loveless life.

Happy.
Sunday afternoons,
Daisy chains and innocent giggles,
Rainbows and cotton candy,
Sweet like sugar memories,
Moments of fairy dust.

Think.
A slowly speeding heart beat,
Negative. Positive.
From black to magic,
What ifs danced in maybes.

Fear.
Maybe I messed up.
Maybe I didn't,
A constant emotional juggle of yes and no,
The forever inpatients of not knowing now or never knowing ever.

Mistake.
Your decision, your outcome,
The fresh black paint on white,
Negative. Negative.
The sea over coming the sand.

Punishment.
Soft skin tapped in bruises of hatred only you can see,
A type of abuse that is imaginary,
False but true,
Your decision, your outcome.

A formula to a loveless life,
A person to scared of what only magic lies on this hell,
Something so simple to others is something so frightening to another.

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