{27-10-17}
I no longer looks at different sides of stories. I take things as I see them. There's no longer any "guessing". I use it as a defense mechanism I guess. It defends me from being hurt. I panic. I assume. You think that you need reassurance? Try every moment of the day. Try promises every second. Try consistently contradicting every thought that pops into your mind.
#relateable
You did this to me.
You fucked me up so bad.
Fuck you, you fucking cuntnugget.
I'm so fucking blurred within my own insecurity and I don't know how to fix it.
