Requited LOVE

Chapter 34

Lillian's POV

Daddy put me in my driving chair. I didn't want to go to Lou's. Wanting daddy, I started planning my fit. Daddy drove past Lou's road. In excitement, I started swatting daddy, he didn't like that much. Just as we pulled into the place daddy called school, I found my paci and put it in my mouth. "Kjhb, ihtg ijhb fdsx?" (Daddy, why me here?) Daddy didn't answer me. He came around and lifted me into his arms. Next, he put Heather in my arms, then grabbed two bags. Tears started coming to my eyes. Was I going to be here a long time? 

Walking in, lots of people looked at us. Unckie Axel met up with us and started playing with me. Cousin David came, too. At least I wouldn't be by myself. Daddy talked to my unckie a long time. A loud noise went off. I started crying, it scared me. "Kjhb, ijhb kkhn." (Daddy, hurt ears.) He cuddles me closer, kissing my teary cheeks as we walked down the hall. People looked at us weird. I didn't like it. We walked into a room with lots of special eating chairs. They were small though. Yummy, eating. "Kjhb, ijhb jhgv." (Daddy, I'm hungry.) Daddy sets me down in the special chair. He pulls out a blanket and lays it on the floor. Picking me back up, he sits in the special chair, placing me on the floor. I look up at daddy. He puts my bottle on the blanket. Smiling brightly, I drop my paci putting it in my mouth. I start laughing. Daddy need a special chair to eat here, hehe. 

Looking around, I yawn. Putting my bottle down, paci back in my mouth, I grab daddy's leg, pulling myself up. "Kjhb,jhgv jhgv." (Daddy, me sleepy.) I say as I'm rubbing my eyes. Daddy's not talking he can help me now. Daddy picks me up, turning sideways, rocking me. I want daddy to sing to me. Placing my fingers on daddy's mouth, I hope daddy understands. He starts nibbling lightly on my fingers. I giggle but, start trying to move daddy's mouth. The woman talking called daddy's name. Daddy looks up, I want daddy's attention. I cry. Daddy starts bouncing me as he's talking to the mean lady that took daddy's attention from me. Daddy looked back at me glaring. I was a bad girl, what babygirl do? Immediately, I stop crying. I got daddy's attention again. Feeling my eyes close, I grab daddy's shirt in my hand. Daddy can't leave me behind now.

There was a loud noise again. Lots of noise, not just the scary one. Tears start running down my face. Daddy, carefully picked up our things. I wonder what daddy ate. We go out the door, there are so many people. Daddy, looks at my teary eyes, coos and kisses my eyelids, then moves into the crowd. Once again, we get to the room, I'm sat on a chair, daddy lays out a blanket, then I'm put on it. I'm still sleepy. Grabbing daddy's leg, I pull on it hard. He just looks down at me. What baby do? I plop down on my bum, shoving my paci in my mouth. 

Heather got scared earlier, maybe I can make her feel better, making me feel better. I start singing to Heather, "kjhb jhgv. Yfdx, ioni hgfc. Gfdx khhb hffd." (Mommy's here. Daddy meannie butt. Mommy loves you.) I kissed her on the cheek. More people came in, it kept getting louder, I sang louder. The loud noise happen again. I scream. "Jhgv, jhgv hgfc." (Daddy, my ears.) Tears are pouring from my eyes. Daddy wipes my face, bouncing me again. Soon, I fell back into dreamland. 

Lots of noises, daddy, I don't like this place. Daddy is carrying me again. My baby in my arms and my paci is planted firmly between my lips. My other arm is wrapped around daddy's neck. My lower lip is quivering from fear. Daddy stands in a long line. Tears are starting to form. People are staring at me. Daddy tries to place me on my feet, "Nuuu!", I scream. More eyes whip in my direction. I bury my face in daddy's chest. Daddy taps my shoulder and points toward the long counter. I see glass, but beyond that is food. My eyes widen, more food... Daddy eat all day, special chairs with tables, tall chairs to protect you and now more. Oooo, nuggets.....I want, I reach for them. As soon as I release daddy, I fall on the floor. My tears are flowing now. I peed my diaper, too. Pounding my hands on the floor I wail. Daddy, stoops over, picked me back up, my diaper squished, I hid my face in daddy's neck. "Baby girl, do you want nuggets?" My head bounced. Daddy got pizza, we both got milk and vegetables. I got carrot sticks. Daddy handed a lady a card. She put two holes in it. Oh no, she ruined it. I looked at daddy, he's going to get mad. Nothing...he hikes me higher on his hip. Grabbing the tray, he walks to a table, placing it down. Daddy, sets me down on a low round seat, putting my food in front of me. He opens my bottle and puts my milk inside. I grab it from daddy's hands, quickly putting it in my mouth. Smiling at daddy, I touch his cheek. I grab a nugget, I put it in my mouth followed immediately by my bottle. Daddy eats his food. My diaper is getting wetter. Eyes scrunching, lip not just pouting but full on whimpering, my mouth opens and I start bawling. 

"Guys, if I'm not back by the time lunch is over, keep her food throw the rest." They nod. I'm still bawling, my eyes are so blurry. Daddy is walking out of the room that has lots of tables. He takes me to a room with boys peeing in a low sink, and toilets behind walls. Daddy pulls a table down. Putting me on it he quickly changes my diaper. "Stay here baby, daddy's going to go potty as well." Daddy steps behind a door. The boys start looking at me strange. I pick my dress up dropping it on my legs. My paci is bobbing quicker as they get closer. I start bouncing my dress with my hands. Huffing, I put my dress down and cover my eyes. If I can't see them, they can't see me.

"Does the little girl need her pacifier?" The voice sounds mean. Only one talked but there are four of them. Before I have a chance to figure out if I'm hidden well enough, someone steals my paci. My eyes widen, no one ever did that to me. My arms fall. Where daddy? My tears are building again. "Igjhgv higf jhgv hgfc. Gyrd ijhb ytrd." (Daddy give me paci. Get your own.) I manage to say between tears. Daddy steps out from behind the door, wrenching my paci out of the mean boys hand. 

"Baby, daddy's going to wash this. I don't want you getting that boy's germs." Daddy washes his hands then my paci. Daddy puts my paci back in my mouth. The mean boys just watch, their mouths open. They need a daddy to feed them. I reach for daddy. He picks me up but goes to the sink. "Wash your hands, baby girl." Daddy turns the water on, I put my hands underneath. He puts some soap in my hands. Daddy scrubs my hands, then his own again. We walk to the paper towels. Daddy hands me some, then dries his hands, then mine. As we walk out, I look behind us. Removing my paci, I stick my tongue out at the mean boys. Daddy goes back to the room with all the tables, but people are leaving now. 

Daddy grabs the other bag he's been carrying, turns and leaves again. "Baby, I want you to cover your eyes and not open them until I say." I slam my hands over my closed eyes. Daddy has a surprise for me. I be good girl. "Those eyes covered?" I bob my head. I feel daddy waving his hand checking. Daddy sets me down. My heart starts pounding in excitement. It's coming. I prepare to open my eyes. My surprise is coming. 

Boys start screaming, I want to open my eyes to see why, but daddy said close. I be a good girl. Boys continue to scream, 'Why is there a girl in here?' What do they mean? Daddy picks me up. I'm excited for my present. Hearing a door open, I know we have to be close. 

"Okay, Princess, you can uncover those chocolate orbs now." I quickly put my hands down looking out. There was nothing, but a big room. Bigger than our house. Ooo, maybe daddy got us a new house. Daddy sets me on a long chair. I look around. There are two long nets across the room. Two round white balls, are sitting along the wall. I want a ball. Rolling on my tummy putting my knees on the floor. Daddy's talking to someone. I crawled to the balls. Grabbing one, I roll it. I giggle. The big man is talking to daddy. I grab the other ball, I roll it toward the door. Daddy picks me up from the floor, putting me back on the long chairs. 

Daddy goes over to the big man again, I crawl over to the door. Stopping to see if daddy sees me I roll the ball again. Giggling when it comes back to me, I prepare for a hard roll. I crouch, aim, loosen my muscles, aim again, just as I'm about to roll it daddy picks me up and the big man takes the ball. 

Daddy carries me to the top of the long chairs, setting me down in between them, he gives me my noisy toy, rattle. I shake my rattle for a little while, but not only do I want my daddy, but I want to play with the ball, too. Putting my rattle down, I climb up the seat in front of me, climb down the next. I pause taking a breather, this is going to be hard. Starting on my trip down again, I make it close to the bottom when I see the ball roll under the long chairs daddy put me on. I crawl to the end looking down. Oooo, look a big hole. Watching daddy hit the ball across the net, I decide that daddy can't see me, I crawl to the floor and into the hole. It's really dirty under here, daddy's going to be mad. Just as I decide that I'm going to turn back, I see the ball and my rattle, how'd that get down here. Sitting between the two I grab my rattle with one hand and push the ball with the other. I'm giggling, this is so fun. Suddenly, I hear daddy calling my name. Hehe, I'm hiding from daddy. I crawl to the wall, where it's darker.