Being Jayne Collin's Daughter

Being Jayne Collin's Daughter - Chapter 12

ok so i dont know why but i feel like having a massive rant, ive just split from a guy that i actually cared about so much, it was quite creepy but i swear i dreamt a few futures for me and him but this morning we split up because he turned into a right idiot, then blamed it on me and said that i was annoying him then hen i said that we were over he started telling me that it was pointless and i was being silly so yeah, my overall mood for today has just shot down and i have a physics exam later on so god knows what i'll be like during that, but luckily for me i have the most amazing friends ever made in this entire world so sorry again for ranting about him, sorry that this chapter might be crap but im going away this weekend so i cant upload but it might be bad coz its the mood im in, but this chapter will allow to star to realise how lucky she is to have good mates that love her to pieces so from me this chapter is dedicated to Aimee, Annie, Josie, Tom-Tom(yes i do call him tom-tom and aimee calls him sat nav) and Ash <3 the most amazing people in this world, i love you <3 Cazza xxxx

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Chapter 12

Star's P.O.V

I watched as they recovered from a really good slap, they didnt say or do anything just stared at me apoligetically, both feeling equally guilty.

I looked up, tears forming in my eyes

"you two are both idiots you know that right?"

tom and nathan both nodded slowly and looked down at the floor, i looked at tom

"tom.."

he looked up hopefully

"why did you beat up nathan?"

he paused before answering me

"because he left you when you needed him and that was stupid"

i nodded slowly and looked at nathan

"nathan.."

he looked up

"why did you leave?"

he paused and tom managed to look at him as we both waited for an answer

"i... i was scared... i hated seeing you in pain, it physically killed me inside and i didnt know what to do so i did the stupid thing and ran"

i paused for a moment

"do you always run when you reach something you cant handle?"

he nodded slowly and looked away, i felt quite guilty for slapping him but i was still angry at both of them

"i just dont get why you had to beat the living daylights out of each other, your supposed to be brothers/best mates?! seriously? thats no way to behave is it?" they were silent "is it?" i said sternly

they both shook their heads and continued to look down at the floor, i could feel the tears beginning to pour down my cheeks and they looked like they were going to try and hug me but i didnt want to be near them so i did a nathan and ran although i could have sworn i heard the door open behind me

I hurried off down the corridors which jay had brought me through, i could hear footsteps running after me but that didnt make me slow down, the tears were pouring out faster than usual and i continued to run, i managed to slip off my heels allowing me to run faster.

I could hear my name being shouted behind me but i didnt stop, i didnt want to. I eventually got the main entrance, i saw it was raining hard but i didnt care, i burst through the doors, bare footed and carried on running.