The untold story

Wow this is happing😭💔

After some days last from me and luck dating we got closer he started to come over my house almost every day after school I was happy just to be with him and to call him mine because I knew I loved him and nothing could changed that.

Diary entry #7
It been a wonderful past few days he has been coming over we would snuggle and stuff it has been pretty nice.

After a few months it hit around Christmas time he came over and because I was so nervous I said stupid things to go around it but at least in the end he was my first kiss and I can't help but be happy about that.

Diary entry #8
It's almost Christmas and he been asking for us to kiss and I was stupid saying that get a mistletoe and stuff but I really just want to kiss him right then and there I can be stupid sometimes when it comes to him he makes me so flustered. After time past we ended up just kissing and every time we stopped I want it to go back and kiss him longer.

As a couple weeks past he told me something that happened and it kinda hurt me but I understand but I got scared thinking that if i staid and I end up getting hurt like this again so i msg him the next night breaking up with him. Once I did that I felt like I was dying my heart started to hurt a lot I could not sleep I kept crying my eyes out. Thinking I love him I don't want to lose him but I know I did not want this to happen again to me. The pain kept growing in my heart the more I thought of him to this day I can still remember that pain I felt from that break up.

Diary entry #9
I just broke up with luck it hurt me a lot I can't stop crying and get him off my mind I was hoping to have him around longer and stuff . But I guess not I'm so stupid why would I do this I know I love him a lot I hurt my self being apart from him then him being with me and hurting my feelings.